blameshift

"I am not worried - I've done this sort of thing before
But then I start to think about the consequences
Because I don't get no sleep in a quiet room"
--Counting Crows

So it's 5:15 in the morning, wednesday morning, and I still haven't found the means to sleep. I think I've tried many things in the past couple of weeks...getting tanked, passing out, or, taking sedatives, passing out, or even drinking and then taking sedatives and then passing out praying my heart won't stop. but each afternoon greets me well.
The gig went alright, it got cancelled on Saturday because the weather changed and it started raining outside as well as kicking up the biggest sand storm I've ever seen on the beach. We got paid that night, and we came back on sunday night to do the show. It went well, except for the fact that I had 1 1/2 pitchers to myself and I woke the next morning with not only a hangover but a pretty bad stomach ache. but I didn't care too much, I've got money.
The girlfriend has been coming over a lot lately. I think this one might actually like me. we've spent a good bit of time together, and are coming up on one month. Yes, I'm that trivial.
Johnny and I are set to play another show for July 4th, which I'm somewhat excited about, because hopefully there will be more people there than normal, which is hardly anyone. I'll just be excited to get more money.
I'm sorry it's been a while since I wrote in here, but understandably, the woman keeps me busy, and it's hard to fit this in between jack shit and not a damn thing.
anyways, please leave something nice, and no more journal bombs, I'll see yall later.


Oh, and one more thing:

"And now, a word from the president!"
"To all you Republicans, that helped me win
I sincerely like to thank you, Cuz now I got the world swingin' from my nuts, and damn it feels good to be a gangsta"--Ghetto Boys