blaine

I just woke up. at 4 in the god damn afternoon.

Nathan came over last night and I drank a shit ton of merlot. I asked him if he thought it was love, he said the potential of love is entirely there.

quick story of the forbidden love that is Nathan and I:

I fucked this guy Nick for over a year, he told me he wasn't in love...but really he was. he found me kissing his roomie Nathan (because we were all drunk and Nick and I were never really "dating") and Nick flips. hates me, never wants to see me again, never wants me to come over to the apartment which was like my second home. so Nathan and I have been sneaking around his back and attempting to see eachother...since april.

I've never been in love. I wonder if this is it. I think if it wasn't...I would have forgotten about Nathan a long time ago.

*spaces out*

xoxo