I've meant to change my journal a few times these past few days, but every time I look at this white box, I can't seem to think of any words to fill it. Hmmph.
I've cut off a substantial amount of my hair.. it is now sort of chin length, and I adore it.
This past week has been both good and bad. I found out that one of my closest friends, who I thought I was in love with a while back, and who I had a thing with.. well, long story short, the entire time he was also fooling around with one of my best friends. The weird thing is, I'm not entirely surprised.
I've been kicked out of college, for lack of attendance - I guess this means it's time for me to finally enter the world of employment. I think I've given up on getting to university any time soon. Isn't it so strange how your values change? When I was younger, I assumed I'd be done and packed off to uni by age 18..
But that isn't really going to happen now. I guess Ima-off job hunting soon.
I have a date with a very cute boy on Saturday.. a real proper date o.O It's been so long since I've done the proper date thing.. going the cinema, and trying to make conversation with someone you barely know.. it should be interesting. I'm scared I'm going to do something silly or make a fool of myself, heh. Open mouth, insert foot. But, yeah. It will be nice to do the old fashioned date thing.
It struck me recently that most of my closest girlfriends are really really short. I think I'm the shortest - 5 foot 1, ish - but none of them are above 5 foot 5. I used to hate being so damn short, but I actually quite like it now. It's fun, and means shoes are cheaper..
Looking around, there are a lot of tiny suicidegirls. So that's my theme for my favourite girls this week. A thankyou to all the tiny girlies who showed me that you don't have to be 5 foot 9 with legs from here to yaya to be glamorous.
I've cut off a substantial amount of my hair.. it is now sort of chin length, and I adore it.
This past week has been both good and bad. I found out that one of my closest friends, who I thought I was in love with a while back, and who I had a thing with.. well, long story short, the entire time he was also fooling around with one of my best friends. The weird thing is, I'm not entirely surprised.
I've been kicked out of college, for lack of attendance - I guess this means it's time for me to finally enter the world of employment. I think I've given up on getting to university any time soon. Isn't it so strange how your values change? When I was younger, I assumed I'd be done and packed off to uni by age 18..
But that isn't really going to happen now. I guess Ima-off job hunting soon.
I have a date with a very cute boy on Saturday.. a real proper date o.O It's been so long since I've done the proper date thing.. going the cinema, and trying to make conversation with someone you barely know.. it should be interesting. I'm scared I'm going to do something silly or make a fool of myself, heh. Open mouth, insert foot. But, yeah. It will be nice to do the old fashioned date thing.
It struck me recently that most of my closest girlfriends are really really short. I think I'm the shortest - 5 foot 1, ish - but none of them are above 5 foot 5. I used to hate being so damn short, but I actually quite like it now. It's fun, and means shoes are cheaper..
Looking around, there are a lot of tiny suicidegirls. So that's my theme for my favourite girls this week. A thankyou to all the tiny girlies who showed me that you don't have to be 5 foot 9 with legs from here to yaya to be glamorous.
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Hows the job search going? Did you try to appeal your expulsion? coz attendance is pretty weak grounds for being kicked out I think, unless you like didnt go at all, in which case its totally justified!