So.
I just applied to an art school in California. Photography.
I've allways liked photography, I was remarked upon alot in my highschool classes... but mostly I just need to do something with my life. I've been serving tables and living in my parents guest room for almost a year now and if I don't do something, anything, I may sumarily kill myself.
I need a creative escape. I'm trapped in this little box inside my head that is begining to smother me. I feel claustrophobic.
Good idea? I dunno, the $100 application fee made me reconsider the entire process. But fuck it, that is $100 dollars towards my future and out of my dealers pocket. From one escape to another. I need to escape,
I need to.
*desperately emo ploy for sympathy*
Everyone feels like this. I'm sure. I just want to be different like everyone else.
Happy clusterfuck anniversary, by the way.
I just applied to an art school in California. Photography.
I've allways liked photography, I was remarked upon alot in my highschool classes... but mostly I just need to do something with my life. I've been serving tables and living in my parents guest room for almost a year now and if I don't do something, anything, I may sumarily kill myself.
I need a creative escape. I'm trapped in this little box inside my head that is begining to smother me. I feel claustrophobic.
Good idea? I dunno, the $100 application fee made me reconsider the entire process. But fuck it, that is $100 dollars towards my future and out of my dealers pocket. From one escape to another. I need to escape,
I need to.
*desperately emo ploy for sympathy*
Everyone feels like this. I'm sure. I just want to be different like everyone else.
Happy clusterfuck anniversary, by the way.
glassheart:
which school in CA did you apply to?
doxie:
Hey, thanks for commenting on my new set 