bladez

Another night of contemplation and revelation.

Another night of throwing things out, giving up and going back to nothingness.

I fuckin' hate being sick!!! Sux to talk and feel like hell.

In other news, I've gotta fuckin' stop watching shows like Miami Ink. I really want more ink done. Just gotta figure out what I want next (got 3 or 4 ideas to choose from, plus I keep thinking of more)...then I've gotta get the $$$ for it. Hopefully it'll be coming soon tho....
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So I'm back...but only because I need to vent.

I'm really full of doubt about what I'm doing right now. Does it seem obsessive that Jennifer is the only girl I want to be with right now. I really want to get down to Missouri for her birthday, but she's not sure it'd be a good idea. She doesn't know if she'd be able to...
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Still not in the greatest mood, but here's an update anyways:

Bad Religion concert tonight...KICKED ASS. Crowned King opened first...awesome, then Anti-Flag...Fuckin' Awesome, then Bad Religion. So fuckin' awesome! haven't been to a show that lound in quite some time....Had a blast.

In other news, fucked up my hand pretty bad last saturday, but only because friend wouldn't let me punch out her b/f. so...
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Feeling really unwanted tonight. Unwanted and depressed. Just feels like nobody wants me around right now and that if I were to make my final disappearance tomorrow, nobody would notice. I dunno, maybe I'm just a self loathing and self pitying schmuck who doesn't know what he's got till it's gone, but fuck...whatever. If I am, then so what. I don't really matter to anybody...
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K, I'm like half ripped right now, so don't be surprised if there's spelling errors in this or if ti dosn't make any sense.

Today's been an absolutely awesome day! The company I work for offerd to pay for me to go back to School to upgrade and give me an apprenticeship! HUZZAH! I'm so excited.;

in other news: I went and saw Doom tongiht...
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DAMNIT!!!! My all time fav. rock band The Tea Party have "parted ways". That SUX! And what really sux is that I missed their last Calgary show, when they opened for Def. Lep. And I was only able to get backstage once, when I was 17, so I couldn't even drink with the band. But Jeff Martin is going into a solo project, so hopefully...
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Huzzah for vinyls! UofC had a Record, Toy and Comic Book fair today. Geeky sounding I know, but I just wanted to check out the records. Walked out of there with some Doors and Jimmy Hendrix vinyls. Sweeet. And I picked up a new Epic Novel (The Crow - Flesh and Blood) And I met a guy who says he'll sell me some of his...
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Looking for thoughts on the cards I'll be distributing for BND. Let me know:

BND Cards

They will have the Buy Nothing Day logo on the back, printed on prolly 65 pound card stock and trimmed to size. If you like them, and would like your own to distribute, let me know and I'll send you the PDF. Or if you'd prefer the BND poster...
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Thundercats Rule!!! Got season 1 vol. 1 in the mail today. So awesome! and not quite as cheesy as transformers...still love it all tho. Huzzah to cartoons from my youth!

And hope everyone had a good thanksgiving. Mine was quite enjoyable. gotta have one with my mom and her b/f's family and one with my dad and my brother's family. Can't believe how big my...
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