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Tuesday Aug 02, 2005

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Hey Kiddies! Guess who's back! My trip was absolutely awesome! I had so much fun. I damn near melted due to the heat and humidity that we don't get here in Calgary, but it was still a hell of a trip. The only down side was leaving. I went to visit a girl I've known for about 10 years, and loved for almost as long. After spending everyday of my holidays with her I didn't want to leave. She couldn't stop crying and my heart broke when I had to leave her at the gate.

God, I love her SO much. I wish we could find a way to be together. Her family loves me too. I was more than welcome to stay there rather than return home. They offered a place for me to live. If I didn't have so many responsibilites here in Calgary I probably would have stayed. And now I miss her so much. But, hopefully in September she'll be coming up here. Hopefully on a permanent basis.

Unfortunately, I didn't get many pictures from my trip. Most of them are of just her, but I'll be posting a few pics probably just so people can see what I had to leave behind. And of course, she had to pull the stunt of putting a letter in one of my bags for me to find on the plane. Now that was hard. I almost got off the plane and ran after her. It took a lot of will power to stay in my seat. But come October, when my loan is completely paid off, we'll see where things go.

But I'm exhausted, so I've got to try and get some sleep. It'll be the first night I won't have her in my arms, so it's going to be hard, but I'll see what I can do.
yuriel:
i wish you could find a way too.
-sigh-
as that is something nobody should really be denied. ever.
glad you had a good trip smile
EL SUICIDO LOCO
Aug 1, 2005

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