bladez

K...new g/f has already said stuff to make me nervous...Should just let it go, but I didn't. So I have no one to blame but myself for this. We've just started dating, and the other day she and I were talking (this was on our lazy day when we didn't get outta bed) and she started to say "I imagine..." then stopped and said never mind. I HATE it when people do that. It drives me nutz! So I started to dig and to push to get it outta her. She just kept saying never mind and then finally that it would frighten me off. I don't frighten easily. Finally I got this outta her: "I imagine....oh geeze, I'm such a dork....I imagine that I would fall in love with you quickly"

Sorry??? What??? Was that the big "L" word??? Um...ok...Not scared yet, just a little nervous. I've got no problem with the whole falling in love thing, but seriously...we've JUST started dating. Yes, we've known each other for roughly a year now, but in the span of a year, I've seen her more in the past 2 weeks that I did in all the months before we started dating...and at first she and I didn't much care for each other! Now she's thinking about the L word??? K, little nervous, but I mustn't run! This whole "relationship" thing is still a new concept for me...for the past 3 years I've just casually dated, usually 2 or 3 girls at the same time, so I'm still getting used to the fact that I'm only seeing 1 and it's an actual relationship. Gotta keep this at a reasonable pace or I'm gonna freak out...

K, Just had to get that off my mind. Now we'll see where things go, especially with her new job. What the hell kind of hours are Mon - Thurs 4pm - 2:30am??? Lame!