I was a bit down and distant today for the most part. The temptation to go to a friends house and drink away my sorrows was strong, but I didn't go. Probably a good decission. I think it would have been counterproductive to the way that I want to feel and just would have brought on an ugly memory to cause me more pain.
So anywho, I went over to sydfloyds house and watched American Psyco with him, Niav, and some other friends. Good times and good laughs. That movie satisfied my need to see some blood and laugh a little. One of the best movies made if ja axe me!
I need to stop procrastinating (sp?) over things that I need to take care of and things that I want to get done and things that I have been meaning to do for a while. I think, and I might be wrong, that I know what it takes to make me happy but I just don't do them. Glutton for punishment I guess. Oh well.
Lonelyness sucks ASS!
So anywho, I went over to sydfloyds house and watched American Psyco with him, Niav, and some other friends. Good times and good laughs. That movie satisfied my need to see some blood and laugh a little. One of the best movies made if ja axe me!
I need to stop procrastinating (sp?) over things that I need to take care of and things that I want to get done and things that I have been meaning to do for a while. I think, and I might be wrong, that I know what it takes to make me happy but I just don't do them. Glutton for punishment I guess. Oh well.
Lonelyness sucks ASS!
yes! it is good not to drink away problems. drink for fun not for answers.