The mood as of late has been shite. At times, I can be too damn sensitive, causing my feelings to be hurt over nothing. It seems that every time I crack open the door to my heart to let someone peek in, all they want to do is turn away.
It's hard not to grow cold to love, yet giving up does not seem to...
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The binge ended around 9 in the morning. 
And I sure as shit will not be doing that again for a while.
Two nights of drunken debauchery is more than enough to last me for a while.......well, at least until next weekend.
Sydfloyd and I are going cowboy boot shopping, with some other friends, tomorrow. Hopefully I can find some rawkin roach killers.
Now I...
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And I sure as shit will not be doing that again for a while.
Two nights of drunken debauchery is more than enough to last me for a while.......well, at least until next weekend.
Sydfloyd and I are going cowboy boot shopping, with some other friends, tomorrow. Hopefully I can find some rawkin roach killers.
Now I...
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sydfloyd:
Weeeee-doggy! Are you ex-ah-ted you ol' sum'bitch? Ah am!
redmess:
i wanna go!!! cowboy boots are no. 1 on my list right now...red ones!!! 
And I'm drunk again....
So I let the crush I have know how I feel.
The age difference is 10 years but not a big deal with me.
My parents are 9 years apart.
Anyway, not much goin on here, just hangin wit some frens.
Hey, hey, hey, well I like it when that lightning comes
HOT HOT HOT
++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++Ok, so it's almost9 in the...
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So I let the crush I have know how I feel.
The age difference is 10 years but not a big deal with me.
My parents are 9 years apart.
Anyway, not much goin on here, just hangin wit some frens.
Hey, hey, hey, well I like it when that lightning comes
HOT HOT HOT
++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++Ok, so it's almost9 in the...
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sydfloyd:
Man what are you doing?
How'd the crush react?
How'd the crush react?
Ok, so, I hope everyone had a super christmas
mine suked, as was expected
I went and saw Life Equatic, it was ok, not my kind of humor and not a big fan of the director
I'm drunk right now, thats fun
eating some rice and tofu
well, its ok
anyway, i love guinness extra stout
i didn't cry this x-mas, but whatever
i...
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mine suked, as was expected
I went and saw Life Equatic, it was ok, not my kind of humor and not a big fan of the director
I'm drunk right now, thats fun
eating some rice and tofu
well, its ok
anyway, i love guinness extra stout
i didn't cry this x-mas, but whatever
i...
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wugglyump:
i think you're lovely!
sydfloyd:
Is something wrong?
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redmess:
jesus watches me masterbate!!! 
niav:
Hope you're having a decent Christmas. I'm back in town but J's still gone till Sunday evening/night. Adios
Tomorow is christmas eve and I still didn't get any shopping done. I think everyone might have to wait until after x-mas. I haven't the slightest clue what to get anyone anyway. Gift cards are nice and easy, but I hate to give them. Usually a lot of thought goes into the gifts that I buy. Not to brag, but when I know someone well...
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wugglyump:
heeeey! what the crap was that picture. totally didn't show up. i hope you havea groin grabbingly good christmas.
tomorrow i will have christmas at my mother's then later i will be going to evldedgrl's and i will give her and her family their heck
goofy moods are way rad! no lie.
tomorrow i will have christmas at my mother's then later i will be going to evldedgrl's and i will give her and her family their heck
goofy moods are way rad! no lie.
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redmess:
thanks, guy. i appreciate the advice and i think you are right. i'm a bad bad bad person...i'm gonna try to work on that. must control earthly desires!
clintron:
yes, my house sucks. none of the floors are level. a big beam under the barn is just about broken. so much other stuff. at least it doesn't smell like cat piss anymore.
even my christmas tree is bad.
merry christmas. I hope your friends appreciate your gifts.
even my christmas tree is bad.
merry christmas. I hope your friends appreciate your gifts.
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wugglyump:
you have the raddest masks and a cute doggo!
go team
go team
sydfloyd:
No problem. MastaM1C. You know we both hate Christmas. But I think I'm tired of being angry about it. I wanna get to where I'm just indifferent y'know? And I was hoping maybe giving that to you might make you feel differently about Christmas too. At least just for this year.
sydfloyd:
A-E-I-O-U! A-E-I-O-U! A-E-I -O-U!
And sometimes Y!
And sometimes Y!
Holy crapola! I actually have a semi-clean room. I even vacumed and dusted! But I'm sick of sitting at the house so.......I'm out!
sydfloyd:
Off to Syd's house for more floats?
I was a bit down and distant today for the most part. The temptation to go to a friends house and drink away my sorrows was strong, but I didn't go. Probably a good decission. I think it would have been counterproductive to the way that I want to feel and just would have brought on an ugly memory to cause me more pain.
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wugglyump:
i'm so glad i made you happy. i love making people happy. bam!!
yes! it is good not to drink away problems. drink for fun not for answers.
yes! it is good not to drink away problems. drink for fun not for answers.
Daaaaang, I feel like a lazy lumpus sometimes. I didn't get up until 1 today. I mean, it's not like I have anything to do today, and even if I did I would pit it off until tomorrow or next week anyway. I usually have to get up at 5, durring my work week ( 4 days out of the week ), so I cherrish...
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wugglyump:
they say night owl, but shit aren't all owls nocturnal?
cheer up sucka!
cheer up sucka!
I started off as a "level one" at T-281, ine Westland MI and then moved to the Reasearch dept and then to a level three over seeing Girls/Boys and Infant, Im now a level one again, Im a full time student and need certain days off and can only work part time so I took a demotion so I could concentrate on school!!
I really wish I could say that I will be with Target for several more years but they are not being very accomadating with my avaiblity!!