blacktourniquet

well life is one fucked up bullshit after the other so , i haven't posted in a while because lots of shit has happened to me lately... i've had a revelation. after battling years of physical emotional and mental abuse by the hands of my mother, i attempted suicide. I'm still here but it took me trying to kill myself to realize she doesn't deserve the satisfaction of me being dead... m yboyfriend Kaelic has been there for me through the good and the bad and i thank him so much for putting up with my shit. I'm still living at home because of finacial and unopportunistic reasons but with theraphy i'm finally coping with my life. I still want my "MOTHER" to burn in hell for all eternity but now i know that eventually my time will come were i will make her cunt bleed like the fiery pits of hell as i rip out the hole from which she never bore me from Because i will finally be able to scream out YOU AIN'T MY MOTHER , BITCH!!!!