blackrosemd1

Life would be so much easier if I could just hate everybody.

Ya know....I sit here waiting, just like I do every night, for you to come. I know you won't, even though you say you will, but still I hope. I expected myself to be this naive when I was 14 or 15, but at 26 it's kind of getting old. This is as much my fault as it is yours, but at least I can...
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OK, so I gotta update, if for no other reason than my last update was a little depressing to a few people,

This is my new favorite song, not just because I love the band, but because of the imagery (sp?) of the lyrics.

The Dreaming - Crawl
So much of me died with you
An ocean I've cried for you
There is nothing I...
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I could really do without women's mindgames....fuck me or don't, love me or don't...just fucking tell me what you want. Fuck, it's love, or lust, or something, but it's sure as fuck not rocket science.

Walk The Line got robbed at the Oscars tonight. Jaoquin Phoenix should have gotten best actor. At least Reese Witherspoon got best actress.

Shit. I've been up for an hour and I'm already devestated, Thats the perfect compliment to this crushing loneliness. I don't even know why I fucking try anymore.

Hurt - Nine Inch Nails
I hurt myself today
To see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
The only thing that's real
The needle tears a hole
The old familiar sting
Try to kill...
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The most appropriate song ever:

Idiot Son Of An Asshole - NOFX

He's not smart, a C student
And that's after buying his way into school
Beady eyes, and he's kinda dyslexic
Can he read? No one's really quite sure
He signs stuff and he executes people
Maybe that's why, he doesn't have any friends
Cocaine and a little drunk driving
Doesn't matter, when you're...
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