blackrosemd1

OK....so I know it's not right...but I am falling hard for a married woman. I'm not talking about the whole "I haven't been laid in 4 months" kind of falling, but the "I get so nervous when she's around that I start shaking" kind of falling. I worked for weeks to get to the first hug, and then the first kiss...I feel like a fucking high school kid again.

Speaking of which...I got to third base today. You know, under the shirt but over the bra...

Yeah...this is weird, cause I've never gotten like this over a girl...so, of course, she is married. Unhappily married, but still.

So, she's coming over tomorrow at 12:15 for a meeting we have at 2...and I have no idea how to feel about it...

If anyone reads this, advice is much appreciated.