I have made a few changes, and a few more steps in the 'letting go' direction. It's hard, but it makes me stronger everyday, i only hope that one day i can soften this hardened shell enough to be able to trust again, although i am also afraid as i know that it will just end in heartache and loneliness and mistrust all over again...
I'm far from anything like that, but knowing that one day i potentially want that is a positive look into the right direction...
It's so hard in a world full of lies, and change and instant gratification that not alot of people can stay for the hard yards, or perhaps it's just that 'one' hasn't arrived on this path and i am merely on a journey into the infinite, whatever the case i have faith in the universe and whatever comes my way, good and bad, i will make the most of each day, and each lesson along the way.
Peace out, xo BRJ xo
:surreal
I'm far from anything like that, but knowing that one day i potentially want that is a positive look into the right direction...
It's so hard in a world full of lies, and change and instant gratification that not alot of people can stay for the hard yards, or perhaps it's just that 'one' hasn't arrived on this path and i am merely on a journey into the infinite, whatever the case i have faith in the universe and whatever comes my way, good and bad, i will make the most of each day, and each lesson along the way.
Peace out, xo BRJ xo
:surreal