blackriver

Since today is a special day for me...{it'
s my anniversary..WHOHOO) i though I put down my favorite love song. It's old..so if u dont' know, know it..

Friends and Lovers
by Gloria Loring and Carl Anderson

What would you think if I told you
I've always wanted to hold you?
I don't know what we're afraid of
Nothing would change if we made love...
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Someone shoudl give me lots of hugs. I need lots of hugs...

ah the rise of a better day is upon me...
yea for better days...
I'm gonna be getting braids in my head so my hair can grow better...
only a few weeks untili can get my new computer..can't wait...
okay.nothing else to say..

I'mnot really in teh best of moods today. There some stuff that ain't playing right with me. It's got me thinking...

so i wish everyone has a better day than me.

Why do people take it upon themselves to walk up to me and tell me what I am and why i should be a certain way because of the color of my skin? Yeah, i don't know either...itbothers me...
i'm lonely...
i want to meet new people.
you all shoudl come over to maryland and we canhave a huge house party...

I'm sitting here reading "Flowers in the Attic" for themillionth time. You everead that book? There some brazy shit in there..and it doens't even end there. I read all five books based on the Dollenganger family. They make the Duponts look normal. If you don't know who the duponts are, they are this rich family over here. They like to kepp it in the family....
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YAH!!!
Andrew's parent are cosigning his load for living expenses while in college, so we can now getthe new laptop ( and a new booty tape/cd). I'll finally be able to upgrade my computer..yeah!!
in other news..i've been playing with my cam again. Haven't uploaded the pics yet.
haven't been able to dreadmy hiar..i think it's too short...might have to get extensions until my hair...
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I am so mad. Someone broke my Monster Booty tape I had for what seem like forever. Now how am i'm gonna shake itproud without my booty music?

So...
yeah I'mabout to kick out the new roommate already. He's been "borrowing" Andrew's cd player with headphones for a solid week without asking. He quit his job two weeks ago. I got bills in my house. I mean I'm nice and all and I don't like to see people suffering, but quitting ur job, spending all ur remaining money on whatever (alcohol, drugs, cigs)...
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