blackriver

Well..i'm a lot happier. I been successful at shedding the "society given" image of me and letting the town (for now, the world tomorrow) know who I am. I don't think they like it. Oh well......

I'm having a funeral for my past. It's time to forever bury the suffering and pain. i cannot move forward until I let it go. I'm been trying to for a while, but I look at myself in the mirror and said, "It's time".

I lover FERRERO ROCHERS candy. YOu know the chocolate candy wrapped in gold foil? I betI coudl survive on rochers....Yeah I hadto add that..don't ask me why. I think it the after effects of Saturdays Vodka drinking

I'm counting down the days until my family gets to see my short blue hair and chains. I used to be afraid to express myself, but now it's about me and who I am.

LAst night...hmm..kinda foggy...blurry..I remember going to bed as some point and waking up and seeing snow..going back to sleep and then seeing the snow gone and the rain coming down...
Maybe I shouldn't drink vodka so much.

I'm gonna make this world know who I am.When i went out today with Andrew and my nephew, people just had the most disgusted look on their faces. Like why woudl you do that do herself? My hair is dyed blue and they have a problem with that...boo-fricking-hoo....I'm gonna have fun. Hmm...piercing sound like a good thing to do.....(laughs evilliy)

Today I've started on yoga. It'll come in very useful in all sorts of ways....I found my old collection of cGarbage Pail Kids cards.I wonder if I can find anything else, since mos of the stuff seemstorun and hide from me.

Well, I decided to start a journal on here. I love the site. it's hot.
Well, let see. I redyed my hair blue and faced the wrath of family. Oh damn that indivivality. College looms ahead. Good Bye Maryland, Hello Tampa. Five months to go.