I had a big blowout with my son yesterday. He's such a prick. Treats me like shit. Well, everyone like shit really. I always try to say nice things about him but they are not true. I'm ashamed of him. And me too. I told him I'm pretty sure I'm not his dad. It hurts him I bet, but it's true. I've never thought I was. His mom was a tramp. But I decided to raise this kid. But now that he's an asshole, I'm not sure I want to be his dad anymore. I have some really good reasons for saying this. It's not just emotional.
