blacklightsouth

I sent Oki a nessage cuz I want to see her again. I have a had a crush on her since October when I met her in person. My crush didn't start there though. it started when I got home and read her profile for the first time. She's not only extremely beautiful (good things come in smal packages) but she tries so hard to get through life, but keeps on pushing. Now that's a woman. I like how she describes, expresses and holds herself.

I wish her life wasn't so hard. If there was anyway I could help her out I would, Cuz I know what she goes through. It use to be worse. Good jobs are just hard to come by these days.
I'm looking for a new jo myself. I think I'm gonna work at the Home Depot. the staff there seem to want me on thier team. That's a plus! I just hope it pays well. But a job is a job these days.

Well, gettin back to Oki...
I kinda/sorta asked to go out with her, to see how things would work out, and right now I'm so nervous what her response is going to be.
If it works out, I'll be a very happy guy. If it doesn't... atleast we got to find out. Right? I'd respect that.
I could have pushed her for months, but instead I gave her space. I read her Journal all the time and I know she needs space. Not alot of guys on this site seem to respect the girls I noticed.

Oki, if you read this... I'll respect what ever your decision is. I just ask you be soft. It's taken me months to send you that email and speaek my mind to you. I'm a shy person! Sorry!... That and I'm... I"m not like the other guys....And what I admire about you most is you're not like alot of women I've met.

Wish me luck people, and Kay... thanks for keeping on my back. I finally did it. Keep warm down in Antartic woman. And tell your boss he can kiss my ass! lol

~Ducky~
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OH!!!!!........... and this weekend, I WILL have my photo portfolio up in my pictures (finally) for all of you to see. THAT MEANS YOU Pygmy! <---her photography is the best on here!!!!!!!!!!