blacklace

ha, yeah I am no longer in bed. cant say that the lonely defeated feeling doesnt still hit every so often and take me down a bit. but the majority of time im too busy living and learning. and doing volunteer work which is way more important that feeling sorry for yourself right? right.

i do however have a miserable cold. its 5am and i havent slept yet cause i cant stop coughing. everytime i try and lay down i spaz cough, even with like 3 pillows under my head! so, physically i sure could be doing better. but otherwise im fine.
I put up a lot of new photography on deviant...

http://amykins22.deviantart.com/gallery/

its so weird because someone who looked at it recently goes "are these like productions stills for the ring or something?" teasing me. and i was like whoa, actually, the horse, the abandon barn, the water, the trees all do kinda skew "the ring". althought it was not my intention. cool though. so if anyone wants to give me feedback on any pics in my gallery you are more than welcome to.

alright, im going to go try sleeping while sitting up. later homies. thanks for the encouragement through the tough times. i appreciate it for sure.