Valentine's day. Bah! I've never really been one for valentines day in the first place, and I don't think I've ever felt lonely and sad during it. For some reason this time I do.
I am lonely. There, I said it. I don't want to be though. I want to be completely over my past girlfriend, and enjoying being single, doing my own thing. And I am, in a lot of ways. But I don't have a lot of friends here in ABQ yet, and though I've been doing a lot of fun things, like rock climbing, playing ultimate frisbee, running, going to pilates, etc...I haven't had a lot of worthwhile interactions with people.
Its hard to establish in a new place. I wish I wasn't shy. I wish I was suave and sexy, and could sweep women off their feet.
or something. I don't really care too much about those things. I've got good friends in far away places, but they are still good friends.
Now to establish some here. Somehow.
Wow, that feels good to get out.
Oh yeah, and I'm having a root canal tomorrow.
I am lonely. There, I said it. I don't want to be though. I want to be completely over my past girlfriend, and enjoying being single, doing my own thing. And I am, in a lot of ways. But I don't have a lot of friends here in ABQ yet, and though I've been doing a lot of fun things, like rock climbing, playing ultimate frisbee, running, going to pilates, etc...I haven't had a lot of worthwhile interactions with people.
Its hard to establish in a new place. I wish I wasn't shy. I wish I was suave and sexy, and could sweep women off their feet.
or something. I don't really care too much about those things. I've got good friends in far away places, but they are still good friends.
Now to establish some here. Somehow.
Wow, that feels good to get out.
Oh yeah, and I'm having a root canal tomorrow.
__rae__:
I hope your tooth drilling went well.
