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blackjacket

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Friday Jul 16, 2010

Jul 16, 2010
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I am at a point in the life were i feel like a dog on the end of chain, and i don't know what the fuck to do. My job is raping me of every last shred of sanity i have. I can't handle being yelled at on an every other day basis. I try to be nice to people i really do, but i guess im a horrible person and deserved to be treated like a verbal punching bag.

I get little to no support, people constantly bugger off leaving me holding the bag. I was written up a work yon Wednesday for not being prompt enough in carrying some brake parts for a lady. what would you like me to do, she waited no more than 5-7 minutes for me to carry them out while i helped the other two people impatiently waiting because im there by myself. Apparently i was rude and threw them in her trunk, id didn't throw them that's for sure, but i did run them out quickly because the phone was on its 5th ring.

Tonight I was reamed out by a customer wanting me to reimburse him his labor charge plus the cost of his alternator. I explained i have to test the alternator first in order to warranty it, and we don't no reimburse shop labor to over the counter customers, well apparently im an asshole and have a shitty attitude.

this was followed by a prank phone call

then another pissed off customer, he was told we stock something by another location that we actually don't and never have. That's not the other stores fault for the bad information, IT'S MY FAULT somehow

hopefully i don't get fired, because the job market is shitty shitty market right now.

i need to find a positive way to deal with this - i really do for the sake of my mental health

im not even going to be able to relaxing this weekend, because im going to be worrying about the potential ass chewing im going to possibly get on Monday.

Never anything positive, always the negative, it has gotten really old,

sometimes i wish id just drop of a massive heart attack, maybe on of the yelling sessions will induce it.

ive spent the last 4hour searching jobs and spiffing up my resume, ive sent a few out.

just can't quit, because i have bills to pay, and myself to support, i don't ask for help

wish i had the answer

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