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Wow,I actually have time to update my journal for a fucking second.Still working non stop.Got my license back,of course my truck broke down immediatley afterwards.Yep yep still got the luck.
Perfect example-Truck breaks down,so i need the warranty to bring it to the dealership,warranty is in my safe,now my key is missing.Just great.oh well,things could be worse and I'm sure they will be soon.
Ankle...
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brokenalice:
Yes, it's definately starting to feel like Florida...
strangebirdsir:
hahah a fellow utican? or a once utican... Kelly Oniels.. haha i live behind it in that super huge brick building.. i live on the roof... yah kelly's is super trashy on the outside and decent on the inside, (i saw the owner out spray painting the walls the other day) with different greens.. hahaha...

nice to find someone that knows the area, no i didn't go to proctor, i'm from the valley
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will do anything for $ or Jack Daniels
murder,clean your house,pet sit,beat up your x,wash your car...anything.

"Brother my cup is empty
and I haven't got a penny
to buy more whiskey
I have to go home"-Nick Cave
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brokenalice:
re: Yes, that seems like the most logical thing to say right now... that dumb bitch!
freaky_tiki:
I'll take the money, if anyone is handing it out...all the Jack would do is make me forget for a few hours how broke I am. That moment of clarity when you sober up is not something I look forward to.
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looks like it might be time to say goodbye soon,or should I just go and let a note say it all.
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ok last nite was the usual.
Didn't get to talk to Jen as much as a normal Wed nite,alot more pepple at the bar.Got my ass whipped in video golf and we all watched the best of the Chappelle show.
Went to the other bar to see April,why?Once again she's not speaking to me,her loss,don't know why still.Funny to see her man sitting next to...
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flb0y:
What bars were these?
brokenalice:
No she's not a member to my knowledge. I hear she thinks porn is degrading! HA!

Someone must have sent her a link to my profile...
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What did I say to her?
I remember walking out of the bar,not saying goodbye.
Did I call her when I got home?
I must've punched the wall,as theres blood on my hand and my knuckle is skinned and torn
Why did she call at 3am?too yell at me?no message.
and won't return my call today.
I won't call more than once,I won't chase.
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Ok crazy week of alcohol and well more alcohol.
I haven't ate since Sat 4/5 and haven't slept since Sun 4/13 nite.Woohoo!Everytime I eat I get sick,this happens to me because of stress.Hell I went 3 months last summer when the breakup occured.
The sleep thing though is just seriously fucked.Everytime I try either I can't or I have extremely violent nightmares and keep waking...
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slinkster:
oh wow! that cd mix seems perfect for me. it's got the cocteau twins, tricky, massive attack, and hooverphonic. *swoon* thanks for pointing that out to me. hopefully i'll have enough cash for it soon. biggrin

eat!! calm down. you need good music, tea, and a nap. i wish i could take my own advice. good luck with everything. *hugs* i hope you're feeling better soon.

the no sleep thing is viscous. if you're not getting enough sleep, you're not going to feel good which makes it even harder to get sleep. awful cycle.
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"Funny thing about weekends when your unemployed.They don't mean quite so much,except you get to hang out with your working friends"-Les Claypool

Well I haven't gotten out of bed before 3pm for over a week now.When I worked for the casinos the past 7yrs I couldn't grow any facial hair so I'm going Grizzly Adams style right now.It itches like a mug.I really look poor...
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scarlett:
hi!

have fun drinking.. i just turned 21 woo hoo
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me thinks i have to get out of this place for awhile.
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joscelyne:
Wait...where are you going?
faith:
par qua?
{{{hugs}}}
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what an awesome show tonite.My friends band played the same old little sports bar as usual but with 4 hours notice that they'd be playing it was nuts!
Just packed to compacity with punks and goths.The crowd was nuts,pits everywhere and this is a tiny little place that is so not ready for live music.My boy Germ just went loco.I wish hazardstar got to see...
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lil_billy_ben:
I love mosh pits.
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this is going to hurt me just as much as you

why am I in this handbasket and where are we going?

i tried and I give up...
user8935778:
i gave up already.

i would be more excited about new york, if new york was more excited about me.
scarlett:
*waves* hi