blackjackdrac

"The further I get
from the things that I care about
the less I care about
how much furthrer away I get
and the further I get
from the things that I care about
the less I care about
how much further away I get"-Robert Smith

I don't to say anymore than that,look at yesterdays fucking journal I think you'll get the picture.fuck I'mshocked I'm still here and I don't mean the goddamn website.I just want to disappear.And what makes it even worse today.ANd NO I'm not trying to be "Mr. I'm so sad I hate my life goth guy" either but my best friends sister has cancer and tried to kill herself today.Yep life is just so much fun,everyfucking day it kicks me in the teeth.