Saturday Apr 19, 2003

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will do anything for $ or Jack Daniels
murder,clean your house,pet sit,beat up your x,wash your car...anything.

"Brother my cup is empty
and I haven't got a penny
to buy more whiskey
I have to go home"-Nick Cave
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brokenalice:
re: Yes, that seems like the most logical thing to say right now... that dumb bitch!
freaky_tiki:
I'll take the money, if anyone is handing it out...all the Jack would do is make me forget for a few hours how broke I am. That moment of clarity when you sober up is not something I look forward to.

Saturday Apr 19, 2003

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looks like it might be time to say goodbye soon,or should I just go and let a note say it all.

Thursday Apr 17, 2003

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ok last nite was the usual.
Didn't get to talk to Jen as much as a normal Wed nite,alot more pepple at the bar.Got my ass whipped in video golf and we all watched the best of the Chappelle show.
Went to the other bar to see April,why?Once again she's not speaking to me,her loss,don't know why still.Funny to see her man sitting next to...
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flb0y:
What bars were these?
brokenalice:
No she's not a member to my knowledge. I hear she thinks porn is degrading! HA!

Someone must have sent her a link to my profile...

Wednesday Apr 16, 2003

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What did I say to her?
I remember walking out of the bar,not saying goodbye.
Did I call her when I got home?
I must've punched the wall,as theres blood on my hand and my knuckle is skinned and torn
Why did she call at 3am?too yell at me?no message.
and won't return my call today.
I won't call more than once,I won't chase.
Most...
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Tuesday Apr 15, 2003

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Ok crazy week of alcohol and well more alcohol.
I haven't ate since Sat 4/5 and haven't slept since Sun 4/13 nite.Woohoo!Everytime I eat I get sick,this happens to me because of stress.Hell I went 3 months last summer when the breakup occured.
The sleep thing though is just seriously fucked.Everytime I try either I can't or I have extremely violent nightmares and keep waking...
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slinkster:
oh wow! that cd mix seems perfect for me. it's got the cocteau twins, tricky, massive attack, and hooverphonic. *swoon* thanks for pointing that out to me. hopefully i'll have enough cash for it soon. biggrin

eat!! calm down. you need good music, tea, and a nap. i wish i could take my own advice. good luck with everything. *hugs* i hope you're feeling better soon.

the no sleep thing is viscous. if you're not getting enough sleep, you're not going to feel good which makes it even harder to get sleep. awful cycle.

Friday Apr 04, 2003

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"Funny thing about weekends when your unemployed.They don't mean quite so much,except you get to hang out with your working friends"-Les Claypool

Well I haven't gotten out of bed before 3pm for over a week now.When I worked for the casinos the past 7yrs I couldn't grow any facial hair so I'm going Grizzly Adams style right now.It itches like a mug.I really look poor...
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scarlett:
hi!

have fun drinking.. i just turned 21 woo hoo

Friday Feb 21, 2003

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me thinks i have to get out of this place for awhile.
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joscelyne:
Wait...where are you going?
faith:
par qua?
{{{hugs}}}

Sunday Feb 09, 2003

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what an awesome show tonite.My friends band played the same old little sports bar as usual but with 4 hours notice that they'd be playing it was nuts!
Just packed to compacity with punks and goths.The crowd was nuts,pits everywhere and this is a tiny little place that is so not ready for live music.My boy Germ just went loco.I wish hazardstar got to see...
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lil_billy_ben:
I love mosh pits.

Saturday Feb 08, 2003

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this is going to hurt me just as much as you

why am I in this handbasket and where are we going?

i tried and I give up...
user8935778:
i gave up already.

i would be more excited about new york, if new york was more excited about me.
scarlett:
*waves* hi

Friday Feb 07, 2003

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Anything and everything that could go wrong last nite did.I actually wish it got a little worse so I could smack her newly crowned significant other so hard in the throat that he'd vomit blood and die on my floor....and I'd just love it.

Hey,hope you see this,thanks for wasting everything I gave and sacarificed.

Here we are now
in this god awful state
where...
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brokenalice:
When my bestfriend starting developing feelings for me, she just stopped calling me for awhile. Once she got over it and came back around, it was like nothing happened.

Once someone becomes so close to you, I don't like to fuck that up.
lil_billy_ben:
Intense.eeek

Monday Jan 06, 2003

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"Maybe this world is another worlds hell"-A. Huxley

that sums it up.I want to evaporate.Let me die in my sleep.No,fuck that actually.I'm getting my revenge tomorrow. mad wink

Thursday Jan 02, 2003

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"deaths the solution to lifes dead illusions"-D. Hakansson.

dammit i woke up.
Woke up at 9:15 tried to set my alarm for another half an hour.I wake and the clock says10:05 i have to be to work in 10 min.Not gonna happen so I call in.Better than not showing up period(I work on a boat so I have to be there on time).
Well I...
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throatneedle:
Dont take it personal yo
Its from "Interview with a Vampire"
When Santiago catches the fag-vampires and teh littlegirl/mommy duo
Thats what he says to Brad Pitt
So homo-erotic....
I love stripclubs haha
weez99:
how about the christ punchers

simpsons hold the truth to everything.
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