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The Plan: Maidstone has had it's three month deadline to provide me with some long term, short term, temporary term employment. As money is now scarce and summer excitement looms, I'm going to get myself some bar work whilst I a) gain some work experience b) study for a further technical theatre qualification c) find something more permanent (still got another 11 to post this week)This will make the transfer from home to own bedroom/ flat a little smoother and I may even be able to afford an ikea trip I've been driving about in the zingy Wagon and I'm getting over my mild fear of driving bit by bit every day which I'm very pleased about. Also trooping to the gym as often as possible and slow results are emerging/ mood is improving. Also made plans to get to Londinium, Brighton, Epsom Ladies Day (plus one extreme hat), Isle of Wight Festival (possibly) and a week in south of france with some old University chums. So.....it's alright actually. As soon as I stop trying to prove myself to everyone, I actually feel quite content.