Nothing ever really changes.  Pain will always hurt, water will always be wet and i will never get the one thing i ever truly wanted.  Is it so wrong to want to be with the one you love?  Is it really such a horrible thing for me to want to be with someone so much it hurts?  I dont mean that in the "all i want is to FUCK" way, i meant i literaly just want to hold her and kiss and make her feel safe...Im a real ass-hole right?  That being my life's goal, how can i even be allowed to walk the streets with all those people and tiny, tiny babies?  Yeah, im such a demon. 
    
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  0Sunday Jan 16, 2005im so miserable
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  1Saturday Jan 15, 2005my head hurts
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  0Saturday Jan 15, 2005why am i miserable. failure, loser a nobody. welcome to my head.
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  0Friday Jan 14, 2005i thought about leaving, but i decided to stay.
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  2Monday Jan 03, 2005hi Lo and Cin. lifes full of curve balls where there should be fas…
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  0Sunday Jan 02, 2005first post of the new year. woo-hoo. piss off.
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  0Wednesday Dec 29, 2004nothin new. lotus is the coolest person your likely to ever talk too…
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  0Sunday Dec 26, 2004vagina
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  3Saturday Dec 18, 2004New Alias, same crazy fucker
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  0Sunday Dec 12, 2004relationships are always so.....fucked up