journal? hmm...
well, i just checked this site out and found it was interesting. then there were all these little pictures on the side of beautiful women and I clicked through a few of them and one in particular caught my eye. it was this sg flux. then i read her profile and i thought, hmmm...she's interesting. living in ecuador, learns other languages, from the south, reads dune, 100 years, philip k. dick pynchon, so then i think, hmmm...
so i put the revolution on hold to join up with sg to check it out.
...and then there is a photo shoot of flux with a sword. beautiful, intelligent women with swords are where it is at.
now i've got this thing for flux. just a friendship thing, i'm not really looking or anything and she's in ecuador anyway!
her pics are good and all, but i want to know more about her. like how did she get where she is at from where she's from? that is one thing i'd like to know. and why wasn't she where i was at when i was where she's at? that's another. or this: what's wrong with comma splices...i mean if it says what it says isn't that what's important. and then, and really this is just a thought that is only now crossing my mind, what the hell is she going to think of this entire journal with no capital letters or correct punctuation anywhere??!?
I hope that I have at least spelled all the words correctly. Or close to correctly anyway. Do I need a comma there? hmmm... see? now I am getting all self-conscious about this whole thing. but that is okay. she will probably never even see this. and the chances are that no one else will either. huh. i haven't written this much about something other than how to overthrow the government in a long, long time.
those are the questions.
so i emailed her. here on sg. the problem is...i don't know where that goes. i don't even know how to read email here on sg. i sent myself an email to see if i could find it. i couldn't. maybe i'm just dumb or something. but i will keep looking. I want to know at least what i said to me. or should that be: I want to know, at least, what I said to myself. this english thing is awkward.
well, i just checked this site out and found it was interesting. then there were all these little pictures on the side of beautiful women and I clicked through a few of them and one in particular caught my eye. it was this sg flux. then i read her profile and i thought, hmmm...she's interesting. living in ecuador, learns other languages, from the south, reads dune, 100 years, philip k. dick pynchon, so then i think, hmmm...
so i put the revolution on hold to join up with sg to check it out.
...and then there is a photo shoot of flux with a sword. beautiful, intelligent women with swords are where it is at.
now i've got this thing for flux. just a friendship thing, i'm not really looking or anything and she's in ecuador anyway!
her pics are good and all, but i want to know more about her. like how did she get where she is at from where she's from? that is one thing i'd like to know. and why wasn't she where i was at when i was where she's at? that's another. or this: what's wrong with comma splices...i mean if it says what it says isn't that what's important. and then, and really this is just a thought that is only now crossing my mind, what the hell is she going to think of this entire journal with no capital letters or correct punctuation anywhere??!?
I hope that I have at least spelled all the words correctly. Or close to correctly anyway. Do I need a comma there? hmmm... see? now I am getting all self-conscious about this whole thing. but that is okay. she will probably never even see this. and the chances are that no one else will either. huh. i haven't written this much about something other than how to overthrow the government in a long, long time.
those are the questions.
so i emailed her. here on sg. the problem is...i don't know where that goes. i don't even know how to read email here on sg. i sent myself an email to see if i could find it. i couldn't. maybe i'm just dumb or something. but i will keep looking. I want to know at least what i said to me. or should that be: I want to know, at least, what I said to myself. this english thing is awkward.