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Okay, fucking Wednesday. mad

trashe & I find ourselves kind of broke this month. I think it's a Xmas overspill. You need January to catch up or something. I usually don't have many monetary issues. I mean, no, I don't have enough money for all I could desire, but yes, I have plenty for what I need. This month, we're getting close to sinking below the...
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teena:
hey did you wanna go to the Gaiman thing tonight at temple? i'd go if you wanna.

mr_alfa:
Every theory about the decay of humanity holds some truth. Will it be soon or will it take place where we live? I am not sure. Most likely it will happen well after we are both dead and have become fertalizer. But it would be quite an adventure to move from our current lived into a culture of Mad Max Beyond Thunderdome.
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Fucking Tuesday.

At least it's not fucking Monday.

I totally quit on my client/boss this morning. He's sent me fucking 10 emails since Saturday ranging from Chinese Hackers to (maybe even legitimate) javascripts errors, and I don't have the time.

Time is the thing. You can do anything if you have the time or you make it. I can neither make it nor do I...
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blackcorvidae:
Still NO DirectTV TERDS! mad
helter:
Thanks... I'm moving it over to my Fathers shop today. I think we've decided to break it down completely and rebuild it totally.

That's what I didn't do with my first bike, and it ended up costing me when the gaskets started failing.
We'll see though.
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A bit sore from carpeting Alexis' bedroom in her new house with SeanieFresh. Using carpet stretcher kickers is a good way to rub up a good rug burn.

But it won't too bad...nah, was just fine.

Got a nice dinner. SeanieFresh worked it out in his new kitchen; and many know I'm a gastronome (even if I do suggest we eat dog sometimes),...
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seaniefresh:
THANKS FOR ALL YOUR HELP.

I made some gravy after you left. Looks like open faced hot roast pork sandwiches for dinner. biggrin
Soon... house warming party eeek biggrin
xtoongrlx:
I have plenty of bitter, angst-ridden love and hate to go around...so definitely count me in to the party! :-)
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I faked being sick yesterday (to stay home), even though I was kind of mentally wiped out, which ain't quite sick but close. Today, ironically, I feel sick (and I'm at work). I have to concentrate on keeping my stomach calm. Bummer.
If I believed in karma, I'd say something about its effect. I'm not superstitious though. I guess guilt might make you sick, but...
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tadzi:
i definitely dont believe in karma...mostly because i never seen any evidence of it.
teena:
i saw pigeon guts and carnage today at work! you wouldda really liked it!
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I'm hungry for bacon.
oink


update:

The state of bacon has been achieved. Bliss
oink oink
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grimjack:
I'm hungry for an intelligent woman that will breathe life into my miserable life...oh, and for s'mores.
seaniefresh:
I wish we were in Pittsburgh on Tuesdays just for this place.Harris Grill Specials
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doodie doo

busy day ahead...

Just kind of sitting here at the moment. It's early--always so fucking early.
Right now, I'm relatively un-motivated.
Maybe by this afternoon I'll be revved up.

Otherwise, I have nothing nice to say, so...
wink
teena:
doodie doo...your a dooodie doo doo head.
grimjack:
So...did the afternoon rev ya up? Im fucking beat. Went snowboarding today. surreal
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Well, I'm here at work not celebrating Martin's b-day. Sorry dude. I don't hate (you, otherwise I can not say...).
Strangely, here at work, where there's union and non-union employees--I'm non-union but used to be union--only the union folks, due to their contract, get MLK's birthday as a holiday.
So, the place is empty.
I have little motivation, but I'm in a holding pattern.
Tomorrow,...
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kyleomen:
You are so right it is uncanny. I know this about him. He seems to be able to turn every confrontation between us into my fault at which point I stop listening because it is bullshit. He is a good person inside but I want him to stop with the dominance because I dont think it is productive.
seaniefresh:
Thanks. I've never done carpeting, but it dosen't take an advanced degree to google a how-to & rent some tools. I think it might be easier / faster /cheaper to have it installed, but I'd like to learn.
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I'm bored....
here's some info for ya...
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Profile of a Sociopath

A number of mind-controlling cult leaders may exhibit many of the behavioral characteristics of a sociopath--an outstanding ability to charm and seduce followers. Since they appear apparently normal, they are not easily recognizable as deviant or disturbed. Although only a trained professional can make a diagnosis, it is important to be able to...
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seaniefresh:
This seems to work for me...

Poor Behavioral Controls/Impulsive Nature
Rage and abuse, alternating with small expressions of love and approval produce an addictive cycle for abuser and abused, as well as creating hopelessness in the victim. Believe they are all-powerful, all-knowing, entitled to every wish, no sense of personal boundaries, no concern for their impact on others. The followers only see them as near perfect.


I saw your post to Alexis, Very funny blackeyed
poetrybetween:
is there a 1- 800 number to call if you fall into too many of these?

the willing victim is my favorite too.
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Looks like our Black Hearts party is gonna be a near-Halloweenisque sub-party for us.

Parties are very useful for the winter blues (from last post, and I feel a bit more cheery I suppose, thank you very much).

I certainly look forward to it.

Everything is about to come to a head here soon. Next week I start classes, two this time, and presently I...
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allied:
Wait! Did someone say party? biggrin
teena:
hey babe.....

i want this pleeeeeeeeeeeeease

love you!
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I'm feeling kind of low.

It happens from time to time. Wouldn't say I'm depressed as such, but close.
Oh, and saying anything similiar to, "you'll feel better" will get you on my list, the list assholes I know who say disingenious things.
Even if you mean it, keep that shit to yourself.

I guess I have the winter blues.

Indeed, even though my job...
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aponia:
I feel the same way. Like a big pile of "blah" mixed with a "fuck you".

So...I made a decision to go to Vegas, because sure, I'm coming home to the same crap, but at least for a week the outside will look shiney and fresh.

goob:
that's why i say FUCK JANUARY