blackberrie

Uncle Sam Goddamn - by Brother Ali
i cant stop lsitening to this song.
last night two out of the three of my friends im meeting in asheville called me... as had a long ass conversation just like old times. i miss them so much. MY BROTHERS! i will be seeing you soon!
i think the entire time were there, during the day were going to be rock climbing (i am the multi media girl carrying all the camera shit and taking video and picture... so ill share. i go along for the hikes... ) and at night, our mission is to get lomas laid... my job is to get all the ladies at the bar.
they said i should make fake business cards saying im a professional photographer and lure the girls back to our camp site so we can get lomas some action.
gabe and i got in a fight and i feel like im making his life here miserable.
i dont want to be a bad wife.
i love him. more than anything.
i just havent found my nitch here and i guess i complain about this town a lot.
were not fighting anymore i just still feel bad because when i get angry my mind gets out of hand and it gets to the point where i dont even know what im mad at anymore.
im just extremely frustrated.
i hate being angry.
but fighting occasionally is healthy in relationships...
we cant pretend to be fully happy all the time or else its gonna be one huge explosion ending in death, or worse... lonliness.

what are your opinions on fighting??



also, i decided what my next tattoo is going to be... Sweet and Sexy Jessica Rabbit... mmm i <3 her.

here are random pictures.