blackberrie

so i have yet to quit my job. damnit im slacking.

i long to be held. all i can think of is someone wrapping their arms around me and holding me. while im at work, i cant concentrate. i just want to be comforted. i want to be loved. i miss the feeling of being in love. i dont know where it went and its been gone so long i dont know how to get it back!! what do i do? where do i start? how do i find it? who can i get it from? ah, so many questions and i just cant seem to find the answers anywhere. tonight was the thanksgiving dinner with friends at chelseas. i love all my friends. im so happy i have them. theyre the greatest group of people ever. im thankful for them accepting me, being the youngeon i am. you all mean the world to me and i hope you stay in my life forever. but even thought i have these awesome friends, there is still a hole in my heart... it needs to be filled. what the hell. ass and turkey tits.


before you lock my love away, please let me testify.