blackacidream

so its good to feel fairly proficient at something. i built my new computer this week, and i am feeling very proficient. besides that, the feeling of loneliness seems to be tugging at my boot straps lately, not shure why, but i'll fight it off with a percing or two or just another tattoo.
ha, that rymes, anywho, i'm going to get a few picks of old roman and greek statues for my next tatoo, this ones going to be serous though, unlike the spiders, i think its allot easier to have a tat with no real specific meaning ratherg than one like the one i'm plainning. its going to be a man sitting cross legged with his head down, one hand resting on his lap with blood on it, the other holding a knife over his head. the posturing of the knife hand wil be the same postering as though someone elses hand controlled the knife, execution style. and the other hand will be left open, with blood dripping from it. and there will be a suture scar on the top of his head, and on his heart. all this done like a greek statue. maybe i'll get into the meaning later, but on top of that i'm trying to find a nietzsche quaote to go hunder it. or just annotate one like "pain is a necessisary condition of life" so i do have somthing to look forward to.