so i went around work and asked a few people that know me well enough to rate my cynicism on a scale of 1 to 10. so far the score is 8 - 8 - 8 - 9 - 11 . hmm...
Here's something you did tonight that was totally cynical, and I bet you didn't even notice it. When we left work tonight, someone said something like: Yay, we can go home!" You replied, "Yay, we can scrape the ice off our windshields."
happy fucking new year, brawls kick ass, and so does getting drunk with your freinds wearing acid washed jeans so tight you have to lay down just to put them on.
1. St Pauli Girl
2. Elk Steak with baby red potatoes
3. Aqua Teen Hunger Force
4. Laceys hot naked body
well, i cant say that i'm sad, but i guess pink floyd put it best: confortably numb. eventually when i run into a problem i cant find an answer to, it weighs down on me until... Read More
Fuck the blood brothers or ted nugent you should listen to def leopard of ratt. I dont know if it would make you any more manly but it would fuckin rule.
god i love buying music. and epsecially when its at an indy music store where everyone knows my name, literally. even the owner knows me on a first name bassis because i think by now, me and my freinds have paid for his house. so i got 3 katatonia's. 3 naglfar's and one berzerker, all good stuff. katatonia especailly. i spent the later part of... Read More
so many delusions of grandeur. well, not really, but being a big dreamer, and being depressed usually arent a good combination. well, i suppose depressed is a stronger word than i should use for my mood, but still.
i talked to my X again, and maybe that the root of my problem. i knew she had to have another man by now, but now that... Read More
sometimes i really am glad that i've learned all this through pain and love. i mean, going through your life with a pre-set group of rules, standards, and comandments is ok, for a person who wants to look at the world through rose colored glasses, but how could a person really know who they are and what there capable of without playing the devils advocate,... Read More
I forgot to get my guitar today, but I will first thing tomorrow. Billy and J and I are going to start writing. Aren't you getting your cab this weekend?
Someone came up to Billy at the show and said he heard we were playign some good stuff, he said if we have stuff written by February or so, that theres a show at the venue, and they wouldn't mind us playing....
I hope you didn't forget to fill out my timecard...
so i'm told that the music i listen to is what makes me a negative person? well, that just doesnt make any sense. could it ever? no. of course not, we are all reasonable enough people to understand that music cannot go as far as to determine the outcome of the day. so then why the negitive music? well, maybe its just my way of... Read More
so i've re-named pinkisuxs cat to shitbag, mainly because i caught him eating something he shouldnt have, then this morning my roomates informed me that he got the shits, and spent the night rubbing his burning ass all over the kitchen floor, so it was fun cleaning up shit streaks while i waited for my coffee. but besides that all is well. talked to my... Read More
bah, this is day 6 of he flu. took me about an hour just to finish a cup of soup, a glass of milk, and a handful of chex mix, fun fun. its probably because instead of getting rest and taking care of myself, i went to the Mindless self indulgence show last night, but whatever, it was worth it. and that bassist, damn, lyn... Read More
so lacking a real social life has brought me back to my brand spank'n new E journal. so i spent my day donig nothing, well, playing a little bass, listening to brotha lynch and playing shining force (a classic sega game). so i just dont really know what exactly am i suppose to be doing right now, but it is kinda depressing to know that... Read More
i offered him to you and you said no. do you really want him? cause i still haven't found him a home. he can be all yours with a couple litter boxes and some food.
so today i got to see my freind steve get "sadness will prevail" scalpeled on his back by Nick at nobody's hero, and its pretty safe to say that he is a badass for that. it was pretty interesting watching nick work. every time he made an incesion the skin just split apart, and showed this beautiful marshmellow white for about 2 or 3 seconds... Read More
Just a good example, I thought.
[Edited on Jan 09, 2004 4:38AM]