i had a retarded man with a felon hound me... for two hours..
he is pissed i forgot his name and when his girlfriend calls, i tell her he is gone...
and fuck i never EVER see him..
and then he comes back and tells me i am not working FAST enough..
he called me a SMART ASS 4 times...
and i said sorry once...
and then i was like fuck it.
i kept thinking about stabbing him... becuase he would win in a straight up fist fight...
all over because i dont wrap crab legs fast enough..
its funny they all hate me..
dont think i am funny...
and insult me...
and i stare at them... like they are the biggest losers in the world...
I WIN... they suck..
and get this ... i walk out...
and they call me...
and say sorry and come back..
i came back and took the day off..
i went out with Rich and got other applications..
Rich and I played OUTCAST... and then i went home...
feeling REALLY bad..
i got home..
tell my dad some violent retard wanted to kick my ass..
and he is glad i didnt punch him..
i havent punched anyone in YEARS..
fighting is so stupid...
but he was cool and errr... my dad pays about 400 usd so i can drive a month...
and when my insurence was 350 he paid and never complained...
i stopped being a panicy mess...
i am sick of it..
and no one likes it..
so i stopped...
anything can be stopped..
so i am home and i get a email saying Natalie has thought it over and we cant talk anymore...
and it is the cherry...
i send her back an email saying she isnt allowed to go to my funeral...
that is all i have..
no girl in her right mind would love me...
i am serious...
_ _ _ _ _ _ _ _
the only thing that happened that was happy was a letter from ARI...
that was nice
he is pissed i forgot his name and when his girlfriend calls, i tell her he is gone...
and fuck i never EVER see him..
and then he comes back and tells me i am not working FAST enough..
he called me a SMART ASS 4 times...
and i said sorry once...
and then i was like fuck it.
i kept thinking about stabbing him... becuase he would win in a straight up fist fight...
all over because i dont wrap crab legs fast enough..
its funny they all hate me..
dont think i am funny...
and insult me...
and i stare at them... like they are the biggest losers in the world...
I WIN... they suck..
and get this ... i walk out...
and they call me...
and say sorry and come back..
i came back and took the day off..
i went out with Rich and got other applications..
Rich and I played OUTCAST... and then i went home...
feeling REALLY bad..
i got home..
tell my dad some violent retard wanted to kick my ass..
and he is glad i didnt punch him..
i havent punched anyone in YEARS..
fighting is so stupid...
but he was cool and errr... my dad pays about 400 usd so i can drive a month...
and when my insurence was 350 he paid and never complained...
i stopped being a panicy mess...
i am sick of it..
and no one likes it..
so i stopped...
anything can be stopped..
so i am home and i get a email saying Natalie has thought it over and we cant talk anymore...
and it is the cherry...
i send her back an email saying she isnt allowed to go to my funeral...
that is all i have..
no girl in her right mind would love me...
i am serious...
_ _ _ _ _ _ _ _
the only thing that happened that was happy was a letter from ARI...
that was nice
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its lunch time, right now, and while im working, i m eating.............. somehting called: "oquis", ("gnocci in italian), and they are so delicious!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! "pasta", you know that?l tha sauce was made with tomatoe, oil and garlic............ but my friend, ruben , who works woth me, ate them with a "cheese sauce", made just with 4 cheeses................. !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Im living a strange life these days......... im a little bored of this site, and trying to b e more "concentrated".................... be cause i realized that i can improve myself (talking about "art"), if i stop smoking pot for a while.......... and this is a thing i can see .
so, im investigating new ways of living and acting.................. and thinking of a new set to send to Sg, too..........
i love the cirque de soleil....... do you know it?