black_tar_heroin

i get loneliest at night.




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i am rather lucky..

i dismiss it... at least in Virginia beach i can throw a party and have people show up and out drink them... :/


hum... i am so lost...i wish i could have God and thats it..

that is what i would wish.. but i only talk to him in emergencies

poor god...

i just wish he would talk to me..

and love me...

with arms i could feel.

it so easy to worship the devil... u dont really have to do anything