black_tar_heroin

nothing good happens to ppl like me.

i always forget this.

i hung out at a bar listened to three girls just talk about cash and hairstyles.

i drank fast to shut them up.

silence was the killer..

wet t shirt contest at some crappy bar.

barf.

the girls screamed on que.

i scowled.

how can we be so simple.

i only think about tits if i need to go to bed.

i jack off to sleep.

i drink to sleep and shut ppl up.

i thought my friends were more complicated.

and relationships are dumb from the jump.

but i have never seen two things a UFO and a 90 year old lesbian.

i wish i did.

i would fancy seeing two girls in love..

i just dont fancy my friends acting like a bunch of jocks saying how much they love tits..

it makes me think they all love dick.

besides.

i have seen them all kiss boys.

sigh.

sexuality is dumb.

being drunk is awesome.

you get drunk and fuck..

its stupid.

but what is smart?


i hung out with them.

they kissed and this young girl since it is new... treated it like a perversion, rather than an act of kindness.

i sipped on my coconut soup and read my book.

and they sat there boring as FUCK.

maybe i am jealous.

but not really.

it is something so dying.

i cant help but be mean and shitty.

they went to another bar..

i walked.

drew big cartoons on walls..

and then went to a party.

i used the bathroom.

said HI to 4 ppl..

and left the two girls kissing in front of everyone.

its so rude to push your lust on ppl..

i got annoyed and walked a mile to my car.

i thought about WHO i liked in virginia beach.

i thought about LOVE and LIKE and LUST.

and all i can think of is i dont mind fucking a JPEG..

but i might have a problem fucking a boy or girl and saying it means something.

other than i am a retarded human being..