I'm riding an emotional roller coaster right now. We got our ratings today. The station went up a bunch, so we all get to get our jobs...well except the person we fired a couple weeks ago...I had the highest ratings in the building (yea for me) I even beat some of the Orlando stations. Now for the down fall, my ex called me today her and her fiancee split for good and he and the kid (not my kid, I dont have any) moved back home. She says "Well I know your still single and I'm single now, so we can be together now!". The lonelyness (I think I misspelled that) says get back together with her but my brain and heart say fuck that dont even think about going back to her. Plus I've been depressed as of late because the 21st (tomorrow) is the 6year anniversery of my accident. I made a desion (misspelled, sorry I'm a bad speller) on what color I will be going with. I will keep it to my self...well I kind of already told bibliachica but it should be interesting. 
Blackbeard959 Song on How I Feel: Sex Pistols- Problems
Blackbeard959 Song on How I Feel: Sex Pistols- Problems
Yeah, the J. thing. Um, hadn't they also 'split' when you guys were together the first time? Not sure I would ever trust her again. Maybe fun for a fling, but not relationship material.
All week I've been thinking of tomorrow's date. I'll never forget the uneasy feeling I had all that day six years ago, and when the phone rang. Fuck, I'm tipsy and teary. I love you, man-- and I'm grateful everyday that you're still here.
Did I mention you FUCKING ROCKED your ratings?
w0w so tomorrow's your anniversary. So then it will be good to go and hang-out with us.