bkwill

Being away from home for so long I've realized that I hold onto way too shit, emotionaly and physically. What do we really need life since life is lived in the moment and shared in the moment. I feel safe so I am, I feel love, so I'm in love, and so on and so on.

So what I'm asking is what else do we need in life?
What is worth holding onto and what should we let go?

I want to keep my computer, books, pictures and music. Soon enough we will be able to take all that with us where ever we go in a better way then we do now.

This came from my episode at the photomart, I couldn't decide if wanted hard copies or picture CD of my pics from New Orleans. I use a digital camera most of the time, but when I go out an party on the road for something like Jazz Fest, I use throw away cameras because I always fuck up my good ones. I'm standing there and the lady is waiting on me and I couldn't decide which box to check, What did I need more.....I ended up getting both because I couldn't make up my mind.

Anyhow, I'm glad to be back home for a little while, I just found out the Canada shows were canceled due to SARS, thank god, that shit scares the hell out of me. The rest of the tour is on and I'm looking forward to going out again. More on that latter.