So in light of it being Friday and I've been getting some love lately from all the corners of my life I've decided that before the party starts today since I'm about to geek out all weekend long in front of the computer I should share something with all you out there in Suicide Land. 
It's not often I feel that things are genuine in life unless I'm having an emotional experience to go along with it. Sincerity is a disguise that is used too often by the cruel and wicked and leaves nice people hurt and mistrusting. I have so much respect for life and for people that I feel optimistic about life and that love is enough to make things work.
However I assume that most people will hurt you and that you have to prepare for the worst. I have found then that when only good things happen and that I can trust others becuase of their actions and attitudes it makes it easy to find the joy in life. It could all end tomorrow and I would be happy, it could all end in a thousans years and I would be dead, but have died happy.
There is a safety in talking to strangers that I cannot compare to anything else in my life. Yet each of you are very real and not strange to me in any way. I have an emotional experience every time I see an entry in my journal from one of you, yet I have a hard time explaining this to my very real and everyday friends.
It's dismissed by them as unatural or that thing that I do when I'm alone. But I'm not alone because your here and I'm here and I appreciate that and the time it takes for you to write anything or to read, or just take in what this all is, and the fact that it is channeled through no less an alternative porn site makes it very interesting.
I'm attempting to write about this is a unique way as this has to stand for something. Pride must live here as well as lust, excitement, danger, and love. We have a life here in these pages of cyber space that i want to continue to explore. Expression and fantasy are not enough in this day and age apart of our everday life. I think that this is a first step in a new direction for whatever it is worth.
Does anyone have anything to say about this?
Why your thinking about it you all know what the fuck is up. IT IS FRIDAY and that means YoU gOt To SHAKe Yo ASSsss!!
..Ohio Players Roller Coaster is now playing....
Good News, the camera is fixed
MuuuuuHahahhahahHAHAHAAaa..........
It's time for some new pictures...Email me with some requests if you feel the need I could use the inspiration.
....The BEAT DROPS......
.....THE HEAD BOUNCEs......
....THE HIPS SWAY.....
......MY BODY IS GETTING HOt......
.....EVERYBODY GET YOUR HANDS uP....
....GET YOUR FUCKING ASS SHAKIN>>>>>>>
IT's FRIDAY PEOPLE, MOther Fucking FIRDAY!!!!!
Yeah
Peace.
......The Beat Continues.....
1.718.574.4053 if you got the guts, but I don't think so.
It's not often I feel that things are genuine in life unless I'm having an emotional experience to go along with it. Sincerity is a disguise that is used too often by the cruel and wicked and leaves nice people hurt and mistrusting. I have so much respect for life and for people that I feel optimistic about life and that love is enough to make things work.
However I assume that most people will hurt you and that you have to prepare for the worst. I have found then that when only good things happen and that I can trust others becuase of their actions and attitudes it makes it easy to find the joy in life. It could all end tomorrow and I would be happy, it could all end in a thousans years and I would be dead, but have died happy.
There is a safety in talking to strangers that I cannot compare to anything else in my life. Yet each of you are very real and not strange to me in any way. I have an emotional experience every time I see an entry in my journal from one of you, yet I have a hard time explaining this to my very real and everyday friends.
It's dismissed by them as unatural or that thing that I do when I'm alone. But I'm not alone because your here and I'm here and I appreciate that and the time it takes for you to write anything or to read, or just take in what this all is, and the fact that it is channeled through no less an alternative porn site makes it very interesting.
I'm attempting to write about this is a unique way as this has to stand for something. Pride must live here as well as lust, excitement, danger, and love. We have a life here in these pages of cyber space that i want to continue to explore. Expression and fantasy are not enough in this day and age apart of our everday life. I think that this is a first step in a new direction for whatever it is worth.
Does anyone have anything to say about this?
Why your thinking about it you all know what the fuck is up. IT IS FRIDAY and that means YoU gOt To SHAKe Yo ASSsss!!
..Ohio Players Roller Coaster is now playing....
Good News, the camera is fixed
MuuuuuHahahhahahHAHAHAAaa..........
It's time for some new pictures...Email me with some requests if you feel the need I could use the inspiration.
....The BEAT DROPS......
.....THE HEAD BOUNCEs......
....THE HIPS SWAY.....
......MY BODY IS GETTING HOt......
.....EVERYBODY GET YOUR HANDS uP....
....GET YOUR FUCKING ASS SHAKIN>>>>>>>
IT's FRIDAY PEOPLE, MOther Fucking FIRDAY!!!!!
Yeah
Peace.
......The Beat Continues.....
1.718.574.4053 if you got the guts, but I don't think so.
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have a great weekend, shake it, shake it, shake it!
i say:
walk on!
talk on!
love on!
and the the non-believers be blown away by your positivity.
groove on!
xo