I just wanted to thank PiNkFuCkErMeOw for making me smile yesterday with her journal story it was GREAT especially to know that not all childhood innocents is lost when you grow up.... 
But, today my questions to all that are interested are ummm dark and I seek not only knowledge but, understanding of a subject I am familiar with just not on this plain.......
*Do you have faith in a higher being?
* Is this higher being so cruel that it would end a childs life before he/she has a chance to live?
*Is the child really on the loosing end of this deal or are they the lucky one?
*Is it wrong for me to question my faith during all of this or do I just as some people say "PUT IT IN GODS HANDS?"
My last thing to everyone:
Is tonight and forever hold your child (if you have one) a little closer and tighter. Tell the people in your life that you love them one extra time a day and just be thankful that you and yours are healthy...
And please send my little niece (cousin) good thoughts because she is a 2 year old little ball of life that has a brain tumor that has consumed 70% of her little brain.
Sorry this isnt my usual update but I think she need all help she can get right now
But, today my questions to all that are interested are ummm dark and I seek not only knowledge but, understanding of a subject I am familiar with just not on this plain.......
*Do you have faith in a higher being?
* Is this higher being so cruel that it would end a childs life before he/she has a chance to live?
*Is the child really on the loosing end of this deal or are they the lucky one?
*Is it wrong for me to question my faith during all of this or do I just as some people say "PUT IT IN GODS HANDS?"
My last thing to everyone:
Is tonight and forever hold your child (if you have one) a little closer and tighter. Tell the people in your life that you love them one extra time a day and just be thankful that you and yours are healthy...
And please send my little niece (cousin) good thoughts because she is a 2 year old little ball of life that has a brain tumor that has consumed 70% of her little brain.
Sorry this isnt my usual update but I think she need all help she can get right now
1. yes i do..... but don't really know who it is anymore.
2. what i do not understand is in the christian faith how we are all predestined to a certain life and death... i am nota good person to ask these questions right now but i know that when my 5 year was put in the hospital for spinal meningitous and was found ok 3 days later, uhmmmmm, well, i knew that prayer worked...... People say god is a good god and i agree and also disagree... but won't get into this right now cuz ur whole journal will be full... but i will tell u this i was given this at one point in my life and it my "calling" they say Isaiah 65. read if u get a chance or want to NIV.
3. i think as the adults, family and friends of the child we have soo much loss when a child is taken from us...... but the answer is unknown...
"A Wish for Ms. Kitty" by Heather Davis
i wish i had the words to
mend the hurt u feel,
i wish i had a little star
that would wish away ur fears,
i wish i knew all the answers
to the questions u posess,
i only know that love
can move a mountain, if u put it to the test.
so i challenage u today
to love like never before
for in ur love
may ly the cure
we all are hoping for......
thru FAITH and LOVE we have a CURE!!!!!
wow, i don't know where that came from but it popped in my head so i thought i'd jot it down.... well babes... u need ANYTHING... just let me know... k??????
ha ha ha I see u....... here is my daily "LUV YA" SPILL and warm fuzzy GOO GOO GAA GAA stuff.... sorry about yesturday and not sending nothing... i was....well....... a little sad and shit... i think i had one of these
cold ass prickles in my BUTT... but TODAY i want u to know that U are SUPACALAFRAGILISTICEXPEALIDOSHIES and
Thanks for just being u... INDIVIDUALITY FUCKIN KICKS ASS!!!!!
xOxO ~ PiNkY
Thank You