It wouldn't be so bad.......if I wasn't so FUCKING alone all the God damn time. Where are you? 
February 13th 2006 3:58am
Oh fuck. I am .
February 13th 2006 3:58am
Oh fuck. I am .
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So, as far as Jordan goes.... Fuck her. I'll do nothing, it is better that way. Why waste my heart on someone who may or may not share my feelings. I feel if she can't do anyting without me running out and saving her from it then I need to stop saving her. She'll learn. Other than that I have been given a job. I...
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beledi:
The Jedi knew what they were doin' 
beledi:
The slave girls in iron bikinis being the ultimate benefit to the dark side. Hell with the money and power, we have chicks in iron bikinis!
My world is glass
Yet I throw stones.
So anyone who read the last journal.... I hoped I could have an update for you by now. Good or bad. I just wanted this Self and Jordan thing out of the way. Is it? Nooooo. Of course not. That would make life easy. Now you see, those who haven't met me, being anyone other than lynnai...
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Yet I throw stones.
So anyone who read the last journal.... I hoped I could have an update for you by now. Good or bad. I just wanted this Self and Jordan thing out of the way. Is it? Nooooo. Of course not. That would make life easy. Now you see, those who haven't met me, being anyone other than lynnai...
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godiva666:
Nice.
You should do some cooking for whenever we have our movie date.... which will totally have to be AFTER this week.
<3
You should do some cooking for whenever we have our movie date.... which will totally have to be AFTER this week.
<3
beledi:
a friend of mine said the exact same thing tonight. i said i was ordering my dress and he said 'but you're a naturalist, i thought you were having a nude wedding! does that mean the pair of socks i've picked out are going to have to be accessorized by a suit?'
a friend of mine said the exact same thing tonight. i said i was ordering my dress and he said 'but you're a naturalist, i thought you were having a nude wedding! does that mean the pair of socks i've picked out are going to have to be accessorized by a suit?'
bixbygrendel@hotmail.com You know what to do with it.
Glass stones.. you get the point
So here I am washing a gew dishes, not a big deal. People do that from time to time. When all of a sudden I look over and a grease stain....... DUN DUN DUUUUUUNNNNNNN Oh wait. That isn't the dramatic part. Any way I wipe it up all nice and clean...
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Glass stones.. you get the point
So here I am washing a gew dishes, not a big deal. People do that from time to time. When all of a sudden I look over and a grease stain....... DUN DUN DUUUUUUNNNNNNN Oh wait. That isn't the dramatic part. Any way I wipe it up all nice and clean...
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beledi:
i'll settle for hot for teacher...i guess
godiva666:
Go look at my pics folder.
bixbygrendel@hotmail.com MSN always on always bored.
My world is glass
yet I throw stones.
Pornstar names people. They are more important than you think. The "rules" suck. Like all rules, I've deceided to bend them to suit my will. I'm good like that.
Rule 1) current pets name and mothers maiden name
Rule 2) FAMILY first pet and street you first lived on
Rule 3)...
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My world is glass
yet I throw stones.
Pornstar names people. They are more important than you think. The "rules" suck. Like all rules, I've deceided to bend them to suit my will. I'm good like that.
Rule 1) current pets name and mothers maiden name
Rule 2) FAMILY first pet and street you first lived on
Rule 3)...
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johnnyd_ranged:
looks like that makes me Centennial Milk, haha, I'm gonna flop as a porn star
godiva666:
I gave Tokyoseven your message.
I do win.
I do win.
Anybody with msn add me. Always on always bored. bixbygrendel@hotmail.com Do it now.
My world is glass
yet I throw stones.
I sat at my computer all damn day helping a friend with his love lorn shit. Sure, that's what I do. I'm the Jedi FUCKING master of this shit. After a long life of fucking up I know what people should do. It's the...
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My world is glass
yet I throw stones.
I sat at my computer all damn day helping a friend with his love lorn shit. Sure, that's what I do. I'm the Jedi FUCKING master of this shit. After a long life of fucking up I know what people should do. It's the...
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beledi:
heehee. unfortunately there's no one around to baby me, so it's the cold medication and being tough for this girl.
kasara:
Don't you hate it when you give the best advice, yet you can't even follow it when the time comes? I'm the master of that. Oh yes.
So I slip and i fall. I got injured doing this. So what would you guess.
1) My once broken back which is ridled with small fractures from arough life and arthritis.
2) My neck or head.
3) An arm or leg.
4) My genitals.
If you guessed genitals..... You'd be very, very right. You know how some people have mudscrappers out on their front...
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1) My once broken back which is ridled with small fractures from arough life and arthritis.
2) My neck or head.
3) An arm or leg.
4) My genitals.
If you guessed genitals..... You'd be very, very right. You know how some people have mudscrappers out on their front...
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godiva666:
Ummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
No comment.
But ya... that sucks man. If you weren't on like house arrest and I wasn't kinda already allocated, I'd put on my nurse costume and come "tend to your needs"...
Are you gonna go out for Tokyoseven's birthday?
And you're not getting any pic till I get a topless one in my comments. That's how it works...
No comment.
But ya... that sucks man. If you weren't on like house arrest and I wasn't kinda already allocated, I'd put on my nurse costume and come "tend to your needs"...
Are you gonna go out for Tokyoseven's birthday?
And you're not getting any pic till I get a topless one in my comments. That's how it works...
godiva666:
I'm a nursing student, dumdum.
And the pic didn't work.
And the pic didn't work.
So, still getting used to being a prisoner in my own home. Not as easy as I once thougth, also not as hard. Annoying. Yeah, annoying. Kinda really lonely. Mostly boring. If I didn't have so many fun toys (51"TV, Xbox, comp, 5.1 dolby surround). Hey wait a minuite...... This isn't so bad....... And now when somebody I don't like calls and says "Hey, lets...
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beledi:
one journal entry back sums up the insanity that is my life over the next three months. i was pretty sure i could handle it, but my boss has been riding me and everyone else around here so hard lately (for no particularly good reason) that all of us are starting to doubt our own capability. boss lady needs some lessons in positive reinforcement as right now her experience as a manager seems to be limited to trying to crush the spirits out of all of us...
beledi:
fall was chosen for two reasons - late spring and early summer is far far too busy for work for me and the weekend that we've chosen in september is the same weekend that we've always gone to Banff in the fall (which is where we're getting married). there's plenty of nature energy in the fall too 
Monday, January the 9th of this 2006th year of the christian calender.
3:37am
Six hours until court. Wish me the best. If things go according to plan my life should be back to normaler by this time next year.
3:37am
Six hours until court. Wish me the best. If things go according to plan my life should be back to normaler by this time next year.
t7:
I wish you all the best luck in the world, I hope everything turns good in the end.
Got my fingers crossed for you.
Got my fingers crossed for you.
lynnailove:
I have my fingers and even my legs crossed for you. Really, It's hard to type like this. Good luck dear!
Good luck dear!I wasn't going to bother writing in this thing anymore since people don't really read it. Then I figured, I was writing it for me anyway. Screw you people. I say that out of love for few, tolerence for some, and mild contempt for yo mommas.(They know what they did) Soooooooooooooo anywhoits I must write that I still hate christmas. I hate the fact that...
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godiva666:
Ooooh wow... that sucks... just don't tell anyone where I live ok, cause I would kinda like to keep my stash for myself...
I feel for you, mister.
At least you have lots of time to sit and view boobs, hey?
I feel for you, mister.
At least you have lots of time to sit and view boobs, hey?
johnnyd_ranged:
my life's isn't gummibears and whipcream all the time, trust me
And mashed potatoes rock the shit, especially with garlic, and when u leave the skins on, mmm
And mashed potatoes rock the shit, especially with garlic, and when u leave the skins on, mmm
But then I got really frustrated one day with it all, and realized that when I was growing up we had two fuzzy tv channels and a land line and that was one of the happiest times of my life.
Super bad day at school. I screwed up so bad in clinical that I should just fail right now. I need a long nap and a long cry. When I wake up and can think again... I'll hit you up.
<3