Yes. The mood of today. Frustrated. I called Ben Franklin only to discover that they hired someone a week ago and didn't actually need anyone to work there afterall. Okay..first of all- the guy could have told me that when he said he'd "look at my application" one of the numerous times i called. Second of all- it was horrible to get me thinking i'd actually have a chance to work there and then shoot me down.
So i guess the job hunting will continue tommorow after school gets out. It makes me want to give up, but i know i'm better than that and if i don't do this sooner or later- it's still going to be difficult. Now is a time where i feel like i should be normal. Everyone normal looking gets jobs almost instantly. God fucking damnit!! If only i would have just stuck to McDonalds a long while back..then i'd have the fuckin' experience with something that i'll need down the road. Hell i'd do anything to go back, now..and just try it all over again. God i'm such a stupid fuck sometimes. Ugh. But yeah, i'm thinking about calling Walgreens to see if they're hiring. Psh for all i know you need to be 18 to work at that place. And Wal*Mart too. Maybe the library is hiring? Who knows. We'll find out tommorow wont we?
So i guess the job hunting will continue tommorow after school gets out. It makes me want to give up, but i know i'm better than that and if i don't do this sooner or later- it's still going to be difficult. Now is a time where i feel like i should be normal. Everyone normal looking gets jobs almost instantly. God fucking damnit!! If only i would have just stuck to McDonalds a long while back..then i'd have the fuckin' experience with something that i'll need down the road. Hell i'd do anything to go back, now..and just try it all over again. God i'm such a stupid fuck sometimes. Ugh. But yeah, i'm thinking about calling Walgreens to see if they're hiring. Psh for all i know you need to be 18 to work at that place. And Wal*Mart too. Maybe the library is hiring? Who knows. We'll find out tommorow wont we?