So, I'm in the dark place again. I'm not sure what I'm doing or what I'm going to do... but I know this normally happens when I'm starting to feel better after feeling really bad, and since I'm getting over bronchitis with a sinus infection, it probably means I'm just starting to feel better. Hahah.
I'm not sure I should have ever put up a...
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Wow, so the last couple weeks have been kinda rough. I've been finding out how reliable my 'friends' really are. Of course, it could just be me - when I think highly of people it's extra disappointing when you find out they're really just like everyone else. Maybe? I dunno.
I'm hoping it's something in the moon and stars, though - a friend of mine...
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I'm hoping it's something in the moon and stars, though - a friend of mine...
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jerichodark:
Of coarse your not alone! And smack jealousy across the face with a pan filled with canola oil!
Don't just tell yourself. Believe it. Understand it. Words are noises cataloged into our subconscious as categories. To have the appropriate understanding of the said words, one must feel the feelings of the syllables, gives us the direction as to how we should input said definitions.
Pretty much, saying to yourself "It's going to be okay" will mean jack shyt if you do not understand or believe in it yourself.
Don't just tell yourself. Believe it. Understand it. Words are noises cataloged into our subconscious as categories. To have the appropriate understanding of the said words, one must feel the feelings of the syllables, gives us the direction as to how we should input said definitions.
Pretty much, saying to yourself "It's going to be okay" will mean jack shyt if you do not understand or believe in it yourself.
But if I were to believe in a being different than my own being, how could I possibly fully understand it?
By accepting it for what it is and then learning about it! Take people, for example. A long time ago, humans believed that mentally ill people were "insane" no matter what they did, and locked them up and imprisoned them for years upon years.
Now, humans have studied up on the human mental condition and even though humans may not have everything correct of the human mind or at least discovered that "special observer", we have the means of knowing when a person is mentally ill and how to cure it.
The same with animals and plants, the lands and the oceans. There is a large area of the Universe to explore and to swirl all this information into a compact answer... whew! But we have the opportunity to learn that! And we can understand the nature (Of God/Gods/Godess/Godesses/Universal Construct/Popcorn) one day.
Having a simple mind is no excuse for not being able to stretch it.
iagobrass:
awessome make up and pics!!
and txs for the compliments!! .>.o
Kisses!!
and txs for the compliments!! .>.o
Kisses!!
Okay, so, my first set seems to have survived Member Review. Of course, there were some pretty insensitive tags left on my set, but that was to be expected - not everyone likes a big girl. But mostly comments have been really positive and that's really nice - thanks SO much to everyone who had something nice to say - I was much more confident...
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leib_:
hehe awesome 
zombi_eternalga:
oo my baby i miss see you here thanks for supportme
Dang, I'm a slacker.
Of course, the SG site has been acting really weird for me lately, so I'm going to at least partially blame that.
The last couple months have been really up and down, though! Busy and up and down - lot of personal stuff going on that kind of took me out for a couple weeks, plus I've been WAY busy with...
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Of course, the SG site has been acting really weird for me lately, so I'm going to at least partially blame that.
The last couple months have been really up and down, though! Busy and up and down - lot of personal stuff going on that kind of took me out for a couple weeks, plus I've been WAY busy with...
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geekygoo:
Hello there!
I just wanted to say here too how much I liked your set. I think you are very beautiful.
Hello there!
I just wanted to say here too how much I liked your set. I think you are very beautiful.
dirtylatino:
BIEN AHI
Wow, so staying pretty busy! I had my first paid pin up shoot on Monday and it ROCKED pretty hardcore! Karole Anne and I did a brilliant job! AND I did the shots for the TrikeTramp website that I'm excited to edit - it's going to be a LOT of fun! And there's an image we're hoping to get turned into a graphic in a...
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provence:
I look forward to your upcoming set!
norritt:
that comic book idea sounds cool
like sin city im thinking?
like sin city im thinking?
Sooooo... I think the online tarot card reading thing is going well so far! Slow, but well! According to the other people, though, it's been abnormally slow on the boards in general, so at least it isn't just me.
Dancing last night went REALLY well - even *I* thought I looked good in my costume! I can't wait to get pictures in it - it's...
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Dancing last night went REALLY well - even *I* thought I looked good in my costume! I can't wait to get pictures in it - it's...
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jerichodark:
Heh, looks like everything is being handled exactly as it should on your end
Speaking of which, that means you've got pictures to show us! Show show show!
Speaking of which, that means you've got pictures to show us! Show show show!
bittersweetdream:
Thanks, JerichoDark! I hope so - doin' what I can! I'm trying to get some pictures from Saturday, but it's slow in happening. Not a surprise, really. 
We'll see!
We'll see!Okay, so the webcam tarot reading thing ISN'T going quite so smooth. The websites I picked, while they have excellent reputations, are being a royal pain in the ass. One keeps rejecting me, the other one just has the worst tech support EVAR! OMG.... But! I've been doing a lot of readings for friends and I've been pretty dead on so far. That's always reassuring....
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Woohoo! I got my first "REAL" tattoo today! Just the outline because it's pretty intensive! I love it and it's beautiful and perfect and the artist is a freaking genius! Of course, I DID have the horrible (and now very public) circumstance of passing out right after she did the spinal bit, but that's okay. I feel very refreshed and sore now and hap-hap-happy!!!! I...
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See, I get it. I'm not a beautiful or unique snowflake. I'm not even a slightly-out-of-the-ordinary snowflake. I'm not a snowflake at all! In fact, I'm more like the trodden upon ground that, unacknowledged, supports all the beautiful and unique snowflakes, letting them rant and rave and go on and on and on about their problems. Of course, they're never interested in what *I*...
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See, I get it. I'm not a beautiful or unique snowflake. I'm not even a slightly-out-of-the-ordinary snowflake. I'm not a snowflake at all! In fact, I'm more like the trodden upon ground that, unacknowledged, supports all the beautiful and unique snowflakes, letting them rant and rave and go on and on and on about their problems. Of course, they're never interested in what *I*...
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So... I've got one set pending member review and I'm trying to come up with ideas for a second set! This is a little tough, especially since I don't have a photographer to help me - so I'm doing self shot sets! Yikes! I hear bed shots are a no-no, but my bed is SO comfy and I could 'shoot' from three angles, so I...
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Even if we know that stove is hot, we like to remember the pain just in case we see the same oven again, we do not want to forget so it never happens again, etc. etc.
Just continue fighting and you'll be alright
I think I have some "revealing" photos scattered about in internet-land, but they weren't really serious. I was not being "judged" by my bod or how I displayed myself (Even if the girl wanted to see "it"). SG Member Reviews is what one member said "Popularity Contest"
Nudity is natural and should be viewed as equal as clothing on a summer day.
That pit in your stomach? That is just the adrenaline rush of "I can't believe I did that!" and later down the road, you'll be able to tell others "Yeah, I posted some pics of myself online. Wow, what a choice that was..."