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Tucson, AZ

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Sunday Nov 22, 2009

Nov 22, 2009
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This weekend has kinda blown. I'm feeling so frustrated with everything right now. Money, hunny, me... I just... ugh. My spirituality isn't where it needs to be, I'm getting ZERO work on the tarot site, we need money to pay rent, I keep GAINING weight even though I'm eating better. I decided to try some self portraits today and they are just SO hideous - I can't believe that's me in the pictures! WTF?

And I'm tired of feeling so tired and stressed and angsty and frustrated. I just want to be 'me' again except this 3x bigger me keeps getting in the way!

I think I'm just going to call it quits for the night and pack it in. Watch a horror movie from the library. Maybe that will cheer me up. Hope so! frown
wyoh:
No, Kali is her first name.
Both my girls are named after goddesses. Kali is named after the Hindu goddess Kali. And Lily, (Lilith) is named after Lilith.

I love you honey. You know if you ever need to vent, I'm here for you.
Nov 23, 2009

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