So, I'm in the dark place again. I'm not sure what I'm doing or what I'm going to do... but I know this normally happens when I'm starting to feel better after feeling really bad, and since I'm getting over bronchitis with a sinus infection, it probably means I'm just starting to feel better. Hahah.
I'm not sure I should have ever put up a set here on SG, even though it'll never get out of member review. I'm not really sure what I was thinking, but I have no idea why I would put nekkid pictures of myself up. On the other hand, I can't really figure out why I wouldn't - I mean, intellectually, in my brain where the thinking stuff is happening, I don't think it's a big deal because nudity is natural and all shapes should be respected so long as people are healthy and blahblahblahhippystuff. But in my stomach or wherever that fear/irrational stuff comes from, I feel like a total moron. Not that it even matters, enough time has passed that it's not even on the radar, so duh, whatever.
So, I think what I want to do is just focus my energies on my photography and my dancing and see where that gets me. My doctor's agree that I can't work right now, so I might as well focus on playing, right?
Anyways - hoping all the peeps in SG land are rockin' out!
I'm not sure I should have ever put up a set here on SG, even though it'll never get out of member review. I'm not really sure what I was thinking, but I have no idea why I would put nekkid pictures of myself up. On the other hand, I can't really figure out why I wouldn't - I mean, intellectually, in my brain where the thinking stuff is happening, I don't think it's a big deal because nudity is natural and all shapes should be respected so long as people are healthy and blahblahblahhippystuff. But in my stomach or wherever that fear/irrational stuff comes from, I feel like a total moron. Not that it even matters, enough time has passed that it's not even on the radar, so duh, whatever.
So, I think what I want to do is just focus my energies on my photography and my dancing and see where that gets me. My doctor's agree that I can't work right now, so I might as well focus on playing, right?
Anyways - hoping all the peeps in SG land are rockin' out!
Even if we know that stove is hot, we like to remember the pain just in case we see the same oven again, we do not want to forget so it never happens again, etc. etc.
Just continue fighting and you'll be alright
I think I have some "revealing" photos scattered about in internet-land, but they weren't really serious. I was not being "judged" by my bod or how I displayed myself (Even if the girl wanted to see "it"). SG Member Reviews is what one member said "Popularity Contest"
Nudity is natural and should be viewed as equal as clothing on a summer day.
That pit in your stomach? That is just the adrenaline rush of "I can't believe I did that!" and later down the road, you'll be able to tell others "Yeah, I posted some pics of myself online. Wow, what a choice that was..."