it's kind of sad...
i knew my sister had been a member here, and with some minor detective work, i found her page. and i found...someone who i never really knew. someone with a deep understanding of who she was, and who she wanted to be. confident, brazen and intellectual. i wish i had known that person.
why do people keep the best parts of themselves hidden?
i spent so many years feeling out of place because of my sexual proclivities...who knew that she had the exact same feelings? there's so much we could have talked about...we might have even been close. we both could've used a sister to be close to...i had no idea the things she went through. and she had no idea what i was going through.
shame...so much we both missed out on.
i knew my sister had been a member here, and with some minor detective work, i found her page. and i found...someone who i never really knew. someone with a deep understanding of who she was, and who she wanted to be. confident, brazen and intellectual. i wish i had known that person.
why do people keep the best parts of themselves hidden?
i spent so many years feeling out of place because of my sexual proclivities...who knew that she had the exact same feelings? there's so much we could have talked about...we might have even been close. we both could've used a sister to be close to...i had no idea the things she went through. and she had no idea what i was going through.
shame...so much we both missed out on.
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I find that SO many people hide themselves, in part because of fear of rejection but also because of society's often arbitrary "rules."