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http://www.azcentral.com/community/mesa/articles/2011/07/26/20110726mesa-police-suspect-confesses-dead-girlfriend0726.html



I should mention I dated him for 4 months.









first of all I deeply mourn for Malina Rayas and her two children. Erik took away their mother. I also mourn for Erik's son who now will have no father.

This whole thing has knocked me to my knees and then some.

Erik killed his girlfriend on the 19th of May. He started contacting me about three weeks later. I hadn't talking to him in like a year. At first he told me on the phone that him and his girlfriend were having problems and that she moved out for a bit to clear her head. I told him that I hoped that they worked things out.

Next he called me and told me he didn't think she was coming back. I asked where she was. I suggested she probably was staying with a friend or family. Find out where she is and try to work things out with her.

Next it got scary. He would text me and beg me to come over. He offered me gift certificates and little presents if I would hang out with him.

He told me how pretty she was and sent me a picture of her. I told him to work it out because obviously he cared about her.

Then he kept getting desperate. Begging and offering more gifts. He told me what a nice house he had. I told him I was not going over there. He had a girlfriend and we could meet at starbucks or something.

This continued til I told him to lose my number. He kept calling and texting. I was worried now. I knew he had a meth problem and was afraid he relapsed. He said he did but only twice with his girlfriend. I was tempted to go over there. My boyfriend insisted I didn't.

Well three weeks ago Erik tried to kill himself and the emts showed up. They found his girlfriends dead body. It had been there apparently 2 months. This was during the time he wanted me to come over there.

Obviously I would not of noticed the smell and he would of had to confess or kill me.

I lost a lot of weight. I weight 101 lbs now. I do not eat when I am stressed. In the back of my head I can't stop wondering what exactly he wanted from me so desperately. Did he want to kill me too??

This made international news. I have spoken with the cops. They want my cell with all the texts.

I have nightmares. I can't stop worrying and wondering why he wanted me to come over there.

I am still wary to come out of hiding.

My mind is all over the place.