bitten

ok 36 days sober. i did stay sober when i got so pissed and hurt last friday. everything calmed down and apologizes were given. thank you to everyone who has supported me. I appreciate it. This weekend is SGAZ sushi and movie night. Don't know if movie is still going on. We were going to a drive in but it is incredibly hot here. Imagine that hot in JULYin PHOENIX???? haha. Still going to go to sushi. mmm. I love sushi. I got my letter from Sami two days ago. It was such a sweet letter and I miss him soooo sooo much. I stared reading a book that evangelin had recommend to me and some of his family. I feel so selfish cause I want him back here. Just to say goodbye at least.

PS I don't feel so much like talking to anyone so sorry if I don't answer my phone.

went to Neurologist yesterday and told me that my MS has spread to my lungs.