Well now I found out my Tysabri is not covered by my insurance. Something called a buy and bill is going on. My doctor has to buy the drug and bill the insurance. Oh just kill me now. I need the infusion this week. I am going on a month now. I hear something different everyday I talk to the insurance companies. Literally on phone now trying to find out what the fuck to do. I can't take much more of this. Everything this week has gone so wrong. I fucked up a potential great relationship and I am on so much Vicodin I am scared. 5 to 6 10 mg a day for over two months. I am almost out and freaked out last night and called a friend of mine who is sending me Morphine FedEx priority today.
As soon as I get off the phone with my doctor to find out if he is going to pay for the drug and have my insurance cover it I have to call the pain management doctor and get an appointment.
I am sorry to everyone for me acting like a psycho bitch this week. I have been so freaking high and in so much pain I have not been myself.
What sucks the most is that I really fucked up what I thought would of been a great relationship (no not you Paddy no worries). I wanna fix it but I don't know how. I don't know if he wants to fix it either and try again. I hope he does.
Love sucks. So does insurance companies.
Looks like I am not getting my Tysabri infusion this week. *sigh* Such a mess. Noone is answering the phone at the pain management clinic either. God give me the patience to accept the things I can't change and the wisdom to know the difference.
Oh wait pain management answered they need a referral from my neurologist and my medical records. I guess I am going back to calling my neurologist for the 3rd time today. *sigh*
As soon as I get off the phone with my doctor to find out if he is going to pay for the drug and have my insurance cover it I have to call the pain management doctor and get an appointment.
I am sorry to everyone for me acting like a psycho bitch this week. I have been so freaking high and in so much pain I have not been myself.
What sucks the most is that I really fucked up what I thought would of been a great relationship (no not you Paddy no worries). I wanna fix it but I don't know how. I don't know if he wants to fix it either and try again. I hope he does.
Love sucks. So does insurance companies. Looks like I am not getting my Tysabri infusion this week. *sigh* Such a mess. Noone is answering the phone at the pain management clinic either. God give me the patience to accept the things I can't change and the wisdom to know the difference.
Oh wait pain management answered they need a referral from my neurologist and my medical records. I guess I am going back to calling my neurologist for the 3rd time today. *sigh*
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-Shani