bitchboots

whatta week... i've spent the past couple of days retouching "amateur" nudie pics... not bad eh? he he... unfortunately, the chix that i get paid to see are not nearly the caliber of our lovely suicidegirls... i'm so tired of these professional amateur teenagers who stare blankly into the camera, making the staggering void behind thier eyes a little too apparent... and people pay for this shit?? bah! i mean, i'm sure these are lovely girls, but maybe modelling just isn't their thing... you hafta have more than just a pretty face to be a good model! i'm such a critic...

on a crappier note, my best friend's cat died last night... it's so sad... he was 12 years old, so she was pretty attached. she's 4 hours away, so i told her she should come and stay with me for the weekend... soup, pedicures, hot baths and girly movies... it's nice when you have someone to help you mourn... i'm just one of those people who will drop everything if someone needs me... i'm kind of a sucker like that, i hate saying no to someone in need... i've been taken advantage of a few too many times, but the kindness i experience from other places more than makes up for it... good karma... it always comes back to you when you least expect it... and with this particular friend, i know she would do the same for me, if not more... true friends are so hard to find...
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... i don't know about you guys, but i just can't get that mental image of our big 'ol chocolate wedding orgy out of my head... doncha think that would make a sweet set??
naked suicidegirls + chocolate = best episode EVER!