bishbash

Man its been a tough week for me i guess being on my own is going to be tougher than i thought but i have taken the bull by the horns this week and tryed to repair some damage i didnt want to cause.
I made a mistake 3 weeks ago finishing a relationship with a girl i had become kinda besotted with because of shit going on in my life not wanting to hurt certain people and for her own protection i guess thats like saying i finished her for other people.
Since that day i have sought solitude in recieving some rather good interest from a few girlies that knew i was back on the market but its weird i theen decided i dumped someone i liked for stupid reasons and i wanted her back.
I decided that i had to tell her how i felt did this and asked her to take me back i am now in a no mans lands after she told me she needed a week to think which is cool i hurt her and she needs to be able to trust me i wouldnt do it again .I have everything crossed hoping things work out other aspects of my life seem to be going ok got very good friends with my seperated wife which is good with have been to a couple of gigs together and talk more than ever we were togther which is funny but shes gave me her bleassing to try to get it on with the girl i dumped which has made my weekend and for the first timee in along time she has thought of my hapiness and not just her own shocked and suprised i was.
So what have i done this week a helll of a lot of diy and tonight i havent gone my usual route of feeling sorry for myself and drinking myself into oblivion but made a effrt wathed the rioteously funny The Hangover drank a litre of now bloated burf infested pepsi max and had some awesome seabrook beefy crisps for company .
Tommorrow more diy but i have things to look forward to im on holiday next weekend and will be off on my travels fancy a road trip to meet all the people i know well on the internet to actuallymeet them in person so i have a trip to near london and nottingham it will be nice to have time off and meet people.
Other thing that fills my heart with joy and pain mostly pain is the new football season has started which rocks and maybe this year my team LEEDS UNITED can rise from the ashes like a pheonix but more than likely did like a fucking do do bird again lol but im battle hardened being a Leeds fan you have to be .
I took this pretty impressive photo for me of Elland road home to the mighty whites

My good friend alex seeems to be in lurve lock has been dating a rather hot rockabilly chick

Another friend called Lara did a amazing photoshoot recently this piccy is amazing


so i havent done a whats hot and wots not list for a while so here goes
WOTS HOT
Steadlur -awesome rock n roll band
Heavens basement-see above
The new Used video
Katherine Jenkins(got a mad crush on her)
Prawns cheap as chip in the uk at the moment
Lynx maraccas ad funny as fuck
WOTS NOT
Jordan the model fucking vile
Muggy gloomy weather wheres our summer gone?
Hall ways never going to decorate a staircase again
Wine hangovers fuck me after last sundays in bed all day a definate no no
No wrestling
No girlfriend
No sex

Ok thats enough for me have a great weekend and if you wanna put me up or need some company my roadtrip will commence around the 26h of august .
see ya
bishbash