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I finally finished season 4 of Buffy The Vampire Slayer, I'll finish Season 1 of Angel either later tonight, or tomorrow (three episodes to go) I've been watching a lot of that stuff huh?

I graduate in 3 days too! woot

finally time off
I can do what I want now
two whole splendid days

Holy fucking shit
work's a huge pain in my ass
almost literal!

all I've done is nap
this is my only day off
until I don't know

this new layout is pissing me off.

I am reminded
I hate being so restless
and full of ideas

a cup of coffee
maybe a zen-like moment
can help me out now!

I drank seven cups of coffee at work yesterday and I wrote down things that were on my mind while I was at work and while I was drinking so much coffee. Here is a brief account

Cup #4: I think it's fresh. I have been making a lot of coffee this morning

The sounds in my ears just changed from the noisy break beats...
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I'm currently listening to a few cds. Maybe a little too much?

Johnny Cash: American IV

I still get this creepy haunting boner when I hear Johnny do "Personal Jesus" It's creepy in the way it sounds, but that guitar riff is so dirty and erotic I feel like I should be involved in some sort of sex video directed by Mark Romanek

El-P: Fantastic...
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more time is passing
I'm in a mental stasis
it's oddly boring

She told me today
"You hold me like you mean it"
because it is true!

I took a short trip
St Augustine Florida
it was amazing!

Tomorrow I think
we are going to the beach
to get a lil tan!

Wow I can't believe
that I haven't been around
for oh so damn long!

In recent events
I finally did a great thing
got a damn haircut!

I have been doing a lot lately, I have hardly been home which is sad because I really like it here, but it's not as warm as someone's arms who I end up with most of the time....
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Yesterday was the best Birthday ever. I finally realized that I do have friends who care, and I have really awesome fucking friends and life is so awesome.

Tomorrow's the day
where I'm supposed to become
older and wiser

As per usual
I have so much on my mind
but it's mostly fear

Like a pendulum
I feel desires swing swiftly
never in stasis

lately:

Yesterday confirmed
that I'm now graduating
it's about damn time!

Ambition is grand
but too much of it right now
is overwhelming!

In just 4 mere days
I will turn twenty-seven
isn't that crazy?

I think I'm growing up. Now I'm going to reflect on that, and maybe finish season 2 of Buffy.